tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28513557829471207442024-03-13T04:08:58.510-07:00Creative CatharsisThis is just a place where I can be real. Where I can write about whatever I want to; life, parenting, adoption, running, cooking, crafting, God, friends, family... you get the idea. This is a place where you get a front row seat and a VIP pass to my three ring circus. May you be touched, inspired, entertained and find yourself in good company.Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-32181744596775258042011-11-07T22:13:00.000-08:002011-11-07T22:20:26.698-08:00Joni and FriendsA year ago our family was introduced to an amazing group of people here in the central valley. <a href="http://www.joniandfriends.org/">Joni and Friends</a> is a national organization that focuses on accelerating christian ministry in the disability community and one of the main focuses at JAF is providing resources to strengthen families who live with disability on a daily basis. Our local chapter provides respite care nights once a month (that's how we met) and hosts one of the regional retreats. Last spring we had the pleasure of attending what will be the first of many retreats. It changed our lives. I'm not exaggerating for effect either, our lives are not the same. I don't think any family can be the same after an experience like it. Jeff and I HIGHLY recommend any and all families who are affected by disability go at least once in their lifetime. This year our family had the privilege of being the featured family at the Joni and Friends Central California fundraising luncheon. We were asked to give a testimony about our experience at the Joni and Friends<a href="http://www.joniandfriends.org/family-retreats/for-families/"> Family Retreat</a>. This year's theme for the fundraiser was "Running Strong, Reaching Forward" and here is what I was honored to share at the fundraiser last week.<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">If anyone is interested in joining us on retreat this spring or wants more information about respite care nights let me know and I will connect you with our local office. Please pass this on to anyone you know who could use it!</span><br />
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</span>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-36910759453820210622011-10-21T08:17:00.000-07:002011-10-21T12:49:30.104-07:00Mother of FourI have found myself doing things lately that I never thought I would do. These things might solely be attributed to my personality but I think it's because I'm now a mother of four. I'm not sure where the tipping point was, probably somewhere between kids 2 and 4, but desperate times call for desperate measures!<br />
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You know you are a mother of four when... <br />
<ul><li>You can feed a baby and change its diaper without lifting your head off the pillow. </li>
</ul><ul><li>A small smear of infant poop on your shirt isn't a good enough reason to change it. (I would have changed if it had been stinky, big kid poop, but the newborn variety seems so benign). </li>
</ul><ul><li>Your neighbors don't recognize you when you don't have your brood with you. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You can go through three wrong names before you remember the name of the child standing in front of you. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You try using the 3-2-1 countdown on your husband. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You fake having to go to the bathroom to get a few minutes to yourself. (Not that it matters because someone always follows you and sticks their fingers under the door or knocks on it like Sheldon Cooper) </li>
</ul><ul><li>You carry your baby upstairs in a basket of laundry to save yourself a second trip. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You are in a public place and can take child number 3 to the bathroom and the drinking fountain with out taking child number 4 off the boob or exposing yourself. Twice. </li>
</ul><ul><li>4 out of 7 days during the week you trade your shower for an extra 30 min of sleep. </li>
</ul><ul><li>Your infant drops the pacifier under the dinner table for the third time you use your toes to pick it up by the handle, wipe it off on your pants and had it back. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You feel entitled to the Nobel Peace prize when you can get them all to take an afternoon nap at the same time. </li>
</ul><ul><li>Going to the dentist or doctor by yourself feels like a mini vacay. </li>
</ul><ul><li>If the the temperature is right, you park in the garage and let the kiddos continue their nap there rather than take the chance they won't stay asleep if you try and transfer them to their beds. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You are walking hand in hand with your hubby and you can't get used to holding a hand larger than your own. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You find yourself clearing the dishes from one meal so you can set the table for the next. </li>
</ul><ul><li>Your kids see you cleaning up and want to know who is coming over. </li>
</ul><ul><li>You get your kids to help by playing Simon Says. "Simon says touch your nose! Simon says pick up two books and put them in the book case!" </li>
</ul><ul><li>You dress your children from the laundry basket more often than from their dresser </li>
</ul><ul><li>It takes you a week to finish this blog because you only get to blog on your phone while you nurse and that means doing it 20 minutes at a time and all with one thumb. </li>
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I'm sure there are lots more too. Feel free to add any that you find yourself doing as well!Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-36617480812469308792011-10-03T09:19:00.000-07:002011-10-03T09:33:19.031-07:00Veggie Tales TheologyWednesday was a rough homework day. I'm not sure why homework time often brings me to tears, but it does. I probably cry more about my kid's homework than anything else. Maybe it's because I am brought face to face with the challenges my kids with special needs have. Maybe it's because I'm faced with my own inadequacy to help them overcome them. It's probably both.<br /><br />I was working with Mila on her homework for kindergarten. This is a new thing for both of us and Mila, as in all things, presents challenges when it comes to accomplishing the task. The brain hemorrhage she experienced at birth has caused significant cognitive impairment. Her recent EEG shows that she has episodes of slow brain function. While we honestly feel like there is more going on in that little brain of hers than she, at times, would have us privy to, her inability to focus prevents us from knowing what's really going on in there. Mila sat, flapping her hands and wringing her fingers, eyes darting in every which way as I repeatedly asked her to tell me something that started with an S. Mila has all her letters and their sounds down pat, yet in the 5 mins I patiently sat and asked her again and again, she said nothing. We moved on. I pointed to the drawing of a sock and asked her what it was and what letter it started with. Still nothing. <span style="font-style: italic;">I know she knows this!!</span> As I sat and watched her, flapping, wiggling, head bobbing around, the image of a group of middle aged people from an adult day care center that frequent our local mall came to my mind. That's not exactly what I had in mind when we brought her home. While her progress since joining our family has been remarkable, I was hoping more for the miraculous. Her life itself is a miracle. Couldn't I...shouldn't I expect God to perform more of them? It's not like there is a limit... "Gee, I'm sorry, fresh out of miracles!". So why was I sitting there beating my head against a wall? Why, despite my redirecting, begging and pleading, was she on another planet. <span style="font-style: italic;">She's as dumb as a door nail</span> (I'm just being honest, that is literally the thought that ran through my mind). <span style="font-style: italic;">God, what am I doing? Better yet, what are you doing? Why isn't she doing better than this? I don't know what to do with her!! </span> The tears began to fall as I imagined her as a grown woman on her weekly field trip to the mall's food court. And then I heard God calling to me from the living room. Ok, so it wasn't ACTUALLY His voice, it was the DVD player, but it might as well have been. Veggie Tales was on, again.<br /><br />Don't cry, Daniel<br />Fear not, Daniel<br />Don't you know you're not alone<br />There is One who is watching you<br />He hears you when you pray<br />And though it seems like there is no way out<br />God has made a way<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">God you are so faithful to speak to me, even if it is through a bunch of vegetables. </span><br /><br />I don't know what "a way" means exactly. I don't know when "a way" will become apparent. But it will. I was reminded of this again in worship that night as we sang Healer.<br /><br />You hold my very moment<br />You calm my raging seas<br />You walk with me through fire<br />And heal all my disease<br />I trust in You, I trust in You<br /><br />I believe You're my healer<br />I believe You are all I need<br />I believe<br /><br />And I believe You're my portion<br />I believe You're more than enough for me<br />Jesus You're all I need<br /><br />Nothing is impossible for You<br />Nothing is impossible<br />Nothing is impossible for You<br />You hold my world in Your hands<br /><br />So true. While I know all these things in my head, sometimes it's honestly hard to believe it in my heart. I know that God is fully capable of restoring Mila's brain, but will He? Why wouldn't He? Wouldn't that be the best thing for her? Or am I being selfish, wanting what is best for me, so I don't feel like a failure? Ah, there's the kicker. Maybe this is about my pride, I struggle with it so often. <span style="font-style: italic;">But God if this is about my pride, don't make her suffer to make me humble. Isn't there a better way to teach me this?</span> Hmmm... Sounds like I'm about to start bargaining with Him. But I know better.<br /><br />In every trial I've faced in life I've taken the perspective that God wants me to learn something from them. But as I sit on the floor of the office, huddled next to the homework table, I'm tired of learning. Of course if I was done learning, if God was finished with me then what would be the point of my life? And besides God is more concerned with my character than my comfort. I know that He doesn't always answer the way I want Him to and I've been through enough to know that He is God and I am not. I trust that He knows what's best for me, I may not always like it, but I trust him. He has never failed me.<br /><br />So, as I learn to reconcile my faith to His will I'll continue to let the wisdom of Bob and Larry resonate in my soul and proclaim that nothing is impossible while I earnestly pray for a complete and miraculous healing of my daughter.<br /><br /><br /><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/D3aBhGu4ryg" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" width="420"></iframe>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-34273405618408629252011-09-29T12:56:00.001-07:002011-09-29T12:56:59.011-07:00Epic FailOk, so last year's goal of blogging once a week was an epic failure. My last post was in July and even then I was several weeks behind. After starting Plum Crazy Cake Co. with a good friend there just wasn't time to both blog and make cakes. And then I was pregnant again, there really wasn't any time or energy to blog. Not to mention we still had crappy Internet service. So with a fledgling business and a bun in the oven I resolved myself to use making cakes a my creative catharsis. Only it's not cutting it. I've been thinking for a while how I have missed putting pen to paper, or fingers to keys. Making cakes is great and fun but there isn't as much creativity involved as I thought there would be. Most of the time people come to me with specific ideas in mind and generally it doesn't leave much to my imagination. I'm still waiting for the client that comes to me with an unlimited budget and a theme and says, "Go for it!" Someday... someday. <br /><br />So, for the past few weeks I've been getting the itch to write again. Especially when 2 close friends went to a blogging conference and came home inspired. One if them remind me I've got a lot to say (very true!) and should get back to it. Then this week I needed the fruit salad recipe I posted last summer. When I began reading through that post and others my heart almost ached. I missed my writing so much! It was like visiting with a long lost friend. And as I sat crying yesterday during homework time (which deserves a whole post unto itself) I just wanted to emotionally spew onto paper or some piece of cyber space. So here I am. No promises this time of how often, but I'm going to blog again. I need to. For my sanity and the therefore the well-being of my children and husband I will write again. Now, where to begin...<br /><br /><br />Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-82382104696223741902010-07-28T21:39:00.000-07:002010-07-28T23:28:52.356-07:00Run Your Race<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">18/52 (Yeah, yeah, I know I'm behind)</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">For any of you who know me or knew me back in high school, you know I'm not a stellar athlete. While I'm reasonably coordinated and generally athletic, I was never scouted by coaches like my siblings. And I was </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">ok</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> with that. 5 years on JV gymnastics and a injury shortened stint on the pole vault team were enough for me and so my physical activity dwindled after high school. I became a sedentary couch potato. However, when the summer of 2008 came around I was determined to get my self back in shape. The first week Jeff was on summer vacation I began a "Couch to 5K" (C25K) program. Its a running podcast that takes ordinary couch potatoes, like myself, and gradually turns them into 5K runners. </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I have never run longer than 1 mile at a time, and that was 10 years ago! I've got to get to 3? What the heck am I doing? </span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">But as most of you know, what I lack in ability, I make up for in determination. So, as my 9 week podcast wore on, I began to feel like I was eventually going to be able to do it. I might drop dead at the end of the run, but I would finish. And then there was trouble. Two of my friends who began running with me decided they were going to run an half marathon. </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Crap. 13.1 miles? That's psycho. They are out of their </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">freakin</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">' minds? Who in their right minds CHOOSES to run 13.1 miles? No one! They are nuts! </span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">But of course, being the competitive being that I am, I was not about to let them do it with out me. I'd never hear the end of it, all from that annoying little voice in my head of course, my friends wouldn't ever rub it in. </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">So there I was, waking up at the butt crack of dawn and running. And every time I would drag myself out of bed to run, I whined. </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I'm </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">sooooo</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> not a morning person. I want to go back to bed! </span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">But week after week I did it and amazingly I began to love it. I loved the feeling of sweat running in my eyes, my skin itching as the blood pumped through its surface. The feeling of my body kicking into auto pilot as I ran 6,8,10 miles. The feeling of my body kicking into overdrive as I sprinted the last of each run. I loved the camaraderie of running with my girls. I was slowly going insane. I was becoming one of those crazy people who runs for fun. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">By the time the race arrived, I had done all I could to prepare my body and mind. It was, after all, more mental than physical. When I learned to turn my brain off and let my body do what I had trained for I amazed even myself. I finished my first half marathon in 2:28, averaging just under 11 minute and 30 seconds per mile. Each of us girls had our own goals for the race; finish, finish under 2:30, not stop at all. I accomplished my goal of not stopping the whole way. Crossing that finish line, knowing I had made it, was surreal. I couldn't pretend I wasn't a runner anymore. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">After being side-</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">lined </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">in 2009 with my pregnancy I was a little worried about getting back into it. I was out of shape all over again. But I was in good company. I roped Jeff into joining me this year, and he is doing great. It's those long legs of his! And our team of 4 from year one had grown. We were now a full fledged running team. The Run Your Race team is 21 strong and counting as we move towards our November 7 race day. And we aren't just running for fun, we are running for a cause too. We are running for an organization </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">called </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">African Moons, which is helping to provide educational opportunities for children in Tanzania. Check out our great promo video to see photos of me and my team mates training, racing and finishing, as well as pictures of the kids we are running for.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/fMQ5Ku4UrAc&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/fMQ5Ku4UrAc&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /><br /><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Of our $140 registration fee, $45 will go towards allowing the children in this video to attend school for one month in the city of </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Arusha</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">. Jeff and I have paid our first installment of $70 each but would like to offer you the opportunity to join with us in this great adventure. We are asking that if you donate, that it NOT be more than $10.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">If you would like to donate, you can send funds through </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">PayPal</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> to the team email address: runyourraceteam@gmail.com . You can send money via a credit card or directly from your checking account (it’s a secure transaction). Please make a note in the transaction that the donation is for me or Jeff. Or you can send a check to:</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Run Your Race Team</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">c/o Northeast Assembly</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">4386 N. Chestnut Ave.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Fresno, CA 93726 </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Please write the check out to Northeast Assembly, but make sure to write “</span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">RYR</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> Team” and my or Jeff's name in the memo portion of your check. </span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">You can also check us out and learn more at www.runyourraceteam.com</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:.25in;text-indent:0in"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">So, if you see anyone around Fresno wearing the yellow, green and blue wristbands, give them a pat on the back and tell them to keep up the good work. If you want to buy a wristband ($3) to show your support of our team, I'll be glad to get one to you! And if you wake up on a Saturday morning around 8:00, remember I've been up and running for the last 1-2 hours. Let that either make you wrap your covers around you tightly or give you a swift kick in the </span></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">hiney</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> to get out there and Run Your Race. If I can do it, so can you!</span></span></p> <!--EndFragment--> </div><!--StartFragment--><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span><!--EndFragment--><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-7557679838228637492010-07-05T22:06:00.000-07:002010-07-05T22:56:09.314-07:00I Think Someone is Trying to Tell Me Something<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">17/52</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Cake decorating has always been a hobby for me and in the last 10 years I have grown quite a bit in my skill. From the plain white cake with stencil letters and the olympic rings piped on it to the towering inferno, castle cake has been quite a journey. </span></span></p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-family:Georgia, serif;"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TDKddXxjf-I/AAAAAAAAASo/IjOA5qz56uQ/s200/Castle.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490624023641685986" style="float: right; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 134px; height: 200px; " /></span></span></p></span><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TDKhuf7nynI/AAAAAAAAATA/UjZ29NqZx6I/s320/sc0499ac7f.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490628715935681138" style="float: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 200px; " /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div><div><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">When Jeff and I first got married I used some wedding money to buy a few decorating necessities. After all, if I was going to follow in my mother's footsteps and make my future children's birthday cakes, I was going to need a few bags, tips and colors. Over the years I have bought a few additional tools now and then, but have mostly waited for birthdays and Christmases to bring me new toys. A few years ago I coordinated a wedding for a woman who used to decorate cakes as a hobby. As we went through her storage unit looking for wedding decorations we found a few boxes of her cake stuff and since she was moving after the wedding and didn't want to take it with her she gave them to me. I had more tips, pans, and rose nails than I knew what to do with. And having never actually taken a class, I stared at the tools slightly intimidated by the thought of using them, but I was so grateful and excited to expand my collection. Since then I have just kept plugging away, birthday cake after birthday cake, baby shower after baby shower, never giving a thought to making cakes for money.</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"> </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:16.0pt;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">That all started to change recently though. After my last cake adventure my friends really started to hound me about marketing my cakes. I groaned at the thought. I'd had a bad experience when I donated gift certificate for a custom cake to a silent auction. There was a miscommunication with the the person who won it, and she wasn't happy with what I had done. Even though it was one of my better cakes and I had painstakingly cut out hundreds of tiny polka dots to embellish the fondant ribbon. My friends insisted that I shouldn't let that one incident keep me from pursuing this. We just kind of left it at that and while I thought more about it, I didn't DO much of anything. And it's not so much because of the thought of making cakes, its more the business aspect of it; license, contracts, what to charge, commercial grade kitchen. My throat is closing just thinking about that stuff.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:16.0pt;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">One thing I did do though was to teach my very first class, which is slightly ironic since I've never taken a single class myself. Our church's women's ministry began offering workshops on anything and everything from house cleaning tips and container gardening, to eye brow grooming and 30 minute meals. So, I offered to teach a class on making novelty cupcakes without any special tips, just zipper lock bags and candy to decorate them. As my class chatted, giggled and licked the frosting off our fingers (shame on us!) A few people asked me about cakes for their kid's birthdays. And I, ashamedly, waffled. I didn't know what to say. </span></span><span style="font-family:Georgia-Italic;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I don't know what to charge people! What if that week is crazy and I have to stay up till 2 in the morning to finish because its a harder cake than I thought? What will my dishwasher have to say about this? I make more than enough dishes to keep him busy just cooking dinner! </span></i></span><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I managed to get out of there that night with out committing to anything. And while I felt a little guilty, my mind was preoccupied with my next big cake.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:16.0pt;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> </span></span></span><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Decorating often does that to me. The class just whet my appetite for another project. The next afternoon I found myself taking my decorating books with me in the van so I could brainstorm. I'm surprised there wasn't thunder and lightning following us around town that day; ideas were swirling around like an F5 inside my head. By the time I was done I sat there and thought there is no way I could do something this big without help. Well, at least I had a group of eager students the night before, some of them might be willing to help. But still, I would have my work cut out for me. The next night at church the women's bible study that a friend and I had volunteered to babysit for called us in to thank us for the past couple months of serving. Little did I know I was being set up. Heather and I sat down for a few minutes and waited while they did announcements. Then they said Heather had a story to share with everyone. I gave her a look that earned the response, " Oh yeah, I'm here for this too. " Odd. She began talking about times in our lives when God "winks" at us. He does something special for us, winking his approval and that someone in our church had called her and said God was asking her to bless to someone else. God wanted her to be his hands and feet (or eyes in this case) and deliver a "wink" to one of His children. I still had no idea what she was talking about. Then she called me up and I noticed a large box covered by a table cloth. She said the person who wanted to bless me was doing it anonymously but wanted to give me something. I looked at the hidden box. I recognized the shape and thought... </span></span><span style="font-family:Georgia-Italic;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">it can't be, there is no way. </span></i></span><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">And there it was. Heather threw back the cloth to reveal my very own </span><a href="http://www.cricut.com/cricutcake/Default.aspx?AspxAutoDetectCookieSupport=1"><span style="text-decoration:none;text-underline:nonecolor:#0022E3;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Cricut Cake</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">. I fell backwards into the wall and began to cry. "This person wants you to know that God sees you and sees what you do and wants you to have this." Heather's words were mind numbing. Another woman chimed in and said "God sees the desires of your heart". It was the truth. Someone once asked me if I had ever seen the Cri-cut Cake and I jokingly said lusted when I saw it. Ok, so maybe it wasn't a joke. The first time I saw this beautiful machine I thought of all the things I could do with it and how much time it would save me. For Levi's </span><a href="http://launajean.blogspot.com/2010/03/how-to-robin-hood-birthday-cake.html"><span style="text-decoration:none;text-underline:nonecolor:#0022E3;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Robin Hood cake</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> I hand cut over 300 1"x1" squares to make the castle stones, just imagine a machine that would cut them all for me! It took my breath away. All the women clapped honestly and politely, although I doubt any of them knew what it was, how much it was worth and why I wanted it so badly. Only Heather and the woman who generously gave it knew what it meant to me. It would have taken me a long time to save for this machine and no doubt it was not high on our family budget's priority list. I can never thank my anonymous donor enough for this amazing gift. </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"> After Heather and I went back to nursery duty I sat and stared in shock at the lavish gift before me and we talked about that this meant to me. My benevolent benefactor hoped this would encourage me to use my God-given talent and take a step of faith and see what I could to with it. Moment by moment I felt my confidence growing. I COULD tackle my next big creation, although extra hands would still be nice. I COULD, someday, make my sisters' wedding cakes. I COULD have my own business. </span></span><span style="font-family:Georgia-Italic;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Maybe</span></i></span><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">. No, I could. I don't know exactly what it will look like yet, but I'm working on it. It's almost like being pregnant. It's like i just found out that I have a baby on the way and I'm still trying to wrap my head around the idea. But I'm sure over the next season of my life the idea will take root and begin to grow. And just like having a baby there will be a gestation period, growing pains, thankfully no heartburn, labor and delivery. And, I hope, on the other side, there will be great pride and joy in using my talents to His glory. Until this "baby" comes I'll be busy thinking of names, marketing strategies and how big or little this adventure will be. While I have no desire to have a storefront or be on the Food Network (although a Betty Crocker baking contest sounds fun) I'll leave that up to Him. I'm just going to be obedient, step forward and enjoy the confirmations along the way, like when we got home Wednesday night. Jeff called his mom to tell her what had happened at church and she told him she had just been talking with a retired woman who used to have her own cake shop. This woman asked my mother-in-law if she knew anyone who might want the boxes of her equipment. My mother-in-law showed her my cake album on Facebook and the woman decided she wants me to have every box. Yeah, I think someone is trying to tell me something and I am listening.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-family:Georgia, serif;"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TDKfVJJEmBI/AAAAAAAAASw/R00bk1fMlgE/s200/Cricut.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490626081298094098" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 260px; height: 177px; " /></span></span></p><div><span style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-family:Georgia, serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div> <!--EndFragment--> <p></p> <!--EndFragment--> </div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-12974314089337672542010-06-22T23:29:00.000-07:002010-06-23T00:05:27.530-07:00Happy Father's Day<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><b>16/52</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><b>Just as I did with Mother's Day, I wrote a tribute to my dad for Father's day. And again I encourage you to write one of your own and share it with your dad or, if he has already passed, with your siblings, his siblings or anyone else who knew and loved him. I hope all of you who know my dad will enjoy this as much as he did.</b></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TCGw8pb0M9I/AAAAAAAAASY/z97JvGtlCZo/s400/sc01ed236c.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5485860377075135442" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 297px; height: 400px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 24px; font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';font-size:medium;"><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">Dear Dad,</span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; "><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">Over the years you have taught me so many lessons in so many ways. Most happened while we just spent time together, some from hearing of your own experiences, some came from your sage advice and others from some embarrassing moments. All of them, though, have influenced my life. I find myself trying to recreate some of those memories with my own kids, I can’t wait to tell them stories about myself as a child, sometimes I scare myself when I sound just like you and I giggle to myself when I think of how my kids will roll their eyes at me someday.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Bell MT';"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; "><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">One of my first distinct memories is following you down the driveway. I remember staring at my bright blue shoes with the yellow stripes on the sides as I followed your footsteps. No doubt we were on our way to the garage to work in the shop. Sitting in the sawdust with a pile of nails, a hammer and a scrap 2x4 taught me the value of working with my own two hands. The play house and sea-saw you made us taught me that homemade toys are just as good as store bought, probably better. The notorious incident when I tried to jump to you off the porch and foolishly stuck my feet out into your stomach taught me that cement porches are really hard and that butterfly bandages and a French braid are a good fix for scalp wounds. I remember hiding behind the front door to surprise you when you came home from work. Although I’m pretty sure you knew I was there (top to bottom windows and sheer curtains don’t hide much) you feigned shock every time. You taught me the importance of humoring your children. I still remember going shopping for my first compact of blush and my Hot Miss Daisy bike. I learned you could see my future better than I could; someday I would grow up and wear makeup and someday I would ride a two-wheeler. After you punished me for the crimes of drawing on the wall and lying about it, you showed me how to ask for forgiveness when new evidence came to light, namely Victor’s confession. You taught me that God is a god of second chances when we sat listening to Benny Hester’s record and you passionately sang along to <i>When God Ran</i></span><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">. I remember the retractable colored pencils you gave me before you left to take the job in Fresno and how I cried at school when someone broke one. I learned gifts are more than gifts when there is sentimental value in them.<span> </span>I remember the night Uncle Craig told us that Alan Jeli was killed in a car accident. I learned that daddies cry too. I can still remember listening to you read the poem you wrote for Alan’s funeral, it was then that I learned that “stepping stones lead down paths unknown” and that they can “give us bumps and bruises” and putting my pen to the paper is a wonderful salve. When we heard that Clarice was killed that same year I remember sitting on your lap in the entry way and crying on your chest. Years later I watched you hold Shauna after her sister was murdered. You held her just like you held me and let her cry on your chest as if she were your very own little girl.<o:p></o:p></span></p><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre; "> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Bell MT';">One of my favorite things to do as a kid was lie in bed as you told us stories from your childhood. I’m sure it wasn’t always easy to tell about the wrong decisions you made, but your honesty about your mistakes and the pain they caused you kept me from making many of the same. I learned that when your mom tells you not to play football while she is gone, you should listen. While your little brother might not bite his tongue in half every time, your mom will find out and make good on her threats of punishment.<span> </span>While drugs and alcohol may make for some crazy stories they aren’t worth the trouble you will find yourself in. When you took the cop’s billy club away during a brawl I learned you should defend yourself against excessive force. When you did the harder, but right, thing and turned yourself in after the fight, I learned about integrity. When you defended yourself in court you taught me about standing up for truth and injustice. And most importantly being found not guilty by the court and the Savior who met you in your jail cell is both redemptive and priceless.<span></span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; "><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">I remember lying on the living room floor with you, practicing my handwriting and crying because you wanted me to do it again, neatly. I definitely learned that “El flojo trabajo doble” (The lazy man works twice). I remember you coming in from the garage and asking Mom if she had seen your pencil. We giggled when we saw you had one behind each ear. No doubt you needed them so you could “Measure twice and cut once”. I can’t count the number of times you spotted me on a back-hand spring and if I ever made an excuse for why I couldn’t do it, you were quick to warn me that “Excuses are like armpits and feet, everybody has them and they all stink!” When you found out I had decided not to take the entrance exam for honors English and later the AP test for Government you promptly called the teachers in each case. After short discussions with both of them you told me not to sell myself short and take them. It was good advice. Those 2 tests enabled me to graduate high school with 9 units of college credit.<span> </span>Pretty much, when it came down to it, I just needed to “Stop being a knucklehead” and “Fly right”!<o:p></o:p></span></p><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre; "> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Bell MT';">I’ll never forget the day you walked into my work wearing black socks with your brown sandals, bright, mint green, corduroy shorts, a white t-shirt with a red and blue logo, and a black and purple hat with a green frog on it. I thought I would die of embarrassment. You taught me that, while I should not trust your fashion sense, Dad’s are entitled to embarrass their kids every once and a while. Like the time we brought some friends to meet you at Buchanan to watch the fireworks on Fourth of July. I don’t think any of us were quite prepared to find you in the parking lot, standing on top of The Yak (his 1970's motorhome) with out your shirt on. Or when we were at Dodger’s Stadium celebrating our win over the Giant’s to clinch the division, I turned around to find you after Finley’s grand-slam and there you were with your shirt off, swinging it wildly around over your head. I may have hung my head in shame, but you taught me to have pride in my country and my team.</span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; "><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">As a dad you taught me all of these things and so many more. But one of the most valuable lessons I learned was on my wedding day. I’ll never forget the way you hugged me before you walked me down the aisle. You cried and said you were going to miss me so much. I ‘m sorry I tried to minimize your statement by saying I wasn’t moving out of town and that you would still see me all the time, I was trying to keep my make-up from running. But I knew exactly what you meant because you taught me that there is nothing like being daddy’s little girl.<span></span><o:p></o:p></span></p><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';">I love you, Happy Father’s Day.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';"><o:p></o:p></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 1in; text-indent: 0.5in; "><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';"></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Bell MT';">Love,</span></p><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Bell MT';"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre; "> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span> </span></span></span>Launa</span></div></span></div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-67211352835775214222010-06-13T23:00:00.000-07:002010-06-13T23:14:31.506-07:00So Long Ol' Chums<div><br /></div><div><div>15/52</div><div><br /></div>My life has been full of people who have helped shape my life into the glorious chaos it is today. But this blog is dedicated to a family that has impacted my life so greatly that I put them right up there with my parents. While my parents are responsible for the clay of my life; the content of my character, the substance of my person, both physically and metaphorically speaking, the Chumley family is responsible for what I became, the mold God chose to shape me.<div><br /></div><div>I met David first. He was our church's new Jr. High pastor and I was 15 when we sat next to each other at summer camp and he saw me signing a song to myself during worship. I had always liked signing songs when I was little, Jesus Loves Me, God Is So Good, whatever my Sunday school teachers taught me. But it had been a long time since I had signed anything. That summer though, I had seen a woman signing a musical performance and when I saw a sign language book at a friend's house I picked it up and taught myself a new worship song we were doing in youth group. I can't remember what the song was and it probably wasn't anywhere near conceptually accurate, but I loved signing it. It was like my special secret language with God. When worship was done he asked where I learned to sign. I shrugged and said I just taught myself. I had no idea how fateful that small interaction would be and it wasn't until his wife, Lucinda, spoke in our High School group later that year and said both of their daughters were deaf that I realized the meaning behind his question.</div><div><br /></div><div>I didn't have much more contact with David until the following spring when he headed up a youth missions team to Romania. The moment I heard about the team I was chomping at the bit to go. And go we did. After months of team building and drama practice we were ready to head out that August. It was an adventure to say the least. He kept his cool and made us laugh for hours when our non-English speaking bus driver abandoned us on the side of the road in the Romanian countryside to go syphon gas from a tractor. He didn't freak out too bad when I forgot to tell him my hotel room number and he couldn't find me and my roommate when we overslept the first day there. On the trip he and his best friend nick-named me zug-zug, from some bizarre Ringo Star movie called Caveman (which I still haven't seen, nor do I care to), and introduced me to my first real boyfriend. Today I still have an email account using my nick name, Scott and I are good friends, I can still recite The Champion and do my best kung-fu demon impression, although I don't have the long hair to swing around anymore. That trip was the first of 6 missions trips I would go on with Chumley. In fact I haven't been on one without him! Romania, Mexico, Mexico, Australia, Mexico, Albania. It would be weird to go without him and I would miss his silly self-portraits showing up in my pictures. I can't count the number of us who suffered that penalty for leaving our cameras out!</div><div><br /></div><div>After that first trip Chumley asked if I would consider babysitting his girls on Sunday nights while he and Lucinda ran the college group. I was eager to learn more signs and what 16 year-old girl couldn't use a little cash and a chance to talk on the phone with her new, long-distance boyfriend without her parents hanging around (after the girls were asleep of course)! Lucinda started teaching me more signs, practical things like "Time for Bed", "Brush your teeth" and "Stop fighting". After all, "Hallelujah" and "Amen" were only going to get me so far with the two chatter boxes. Tali was 7 and Taylor was 5 when I began watching them. They would often get frustrated when I didn't understand what their furiously flying hands were trying to tell me, but we always found a way to communicate. Soon I found myself falling in love with this family. I loved it when David teased me about Scott. I loved chatting with Lu when they came home at night. I loved watching Tali swing to her heart's content, her blond curls trying to keep up. I loved lying with Taylor on her bed until she fell asleep. It didn't take me long to realize I wanted to become a sign language interpreter. Since then, I can't tell you how many times people have asked me what made me choose this career and every time I get to share the story of this amazing family. Every interpreting job I have ever taken, conversation I have had with a deaf person, or worship song I have signed has had their fingerprints all over it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Lucinda was the one who really encouraged me to pursue interpreting and over the next several years Lucinda and I became fast friends. She was there for some of the highest highs and lowest lows in my life. One night they came home to find me crying on the couch after I had broken up with Scott. She hugged me and cried too. Lucinda also encouraged my husband to consider dating a younger girl, hinting I was interested (Thanks Lu! I don't know that he would have ever gotten around to asking me out). I'll never forget the night at camp when Lu, the original "dirty horse", was making her rounds as the girls dean and came to hang out in my room. The four of us high school girls and her made such a ruckus that the cabin counselors had to come tell us to be quiet and go to bed. Lucinda had to hide behind the door, hand over her mouth, to keep from getting caught. She also had the unfortunate job of telling me one of my best friends was killed in a car accident. I still remember the sound of my forehead hitting her collar bone and crumpling like a rag doll in her arms. She prayed with me when my grandpa was diagnosed with brain cancer. She snuck into the brides room on my wedding day to pray with me and my bridesmaids.</div><div><br /></div><div>Jeff worked with the the Chums for 8 years and we served as a couple for four of them. And when the time came that God called us to another church we cried with them and they blessed and released us. Even after we left we kept in touch. David faithfully visited Jeff in the hospital when he was sick and Lucinda brought us grape juice and crackers to share communion before he was discharged. I had the great joy of interpreting for Tali her freshman year of high school and the even greater joy of naming our son Levi David later that year. When the Chumleys planted a church it seemed like we should be one of the first families there but we felt like God had already called us to a church and we needed to stay where we were. But I helped out and interpreted at a women's retreat for Grace Place. While there, God gave me a word for our next child. Hope. I didn't know what it meant at the time but God gave it and I received it. It seemed only fitting I receive it while with Lucinda, after all, her life embodied having hope. Especially when Sarah Hope (their surprise, post-vasectomy baby) showed up. As the months went on though, it became apparent that our next baby was not going to come the traditional way, but we were OK with that. Knowing that David was adopted always inspired us. And we did the same, almost 2 years later we brought home our daughter, Mila Hope.</div><div><br /></div><div>Earlier this year we were so excited to hear that the Chums were possibly moving closer to us and we definitely were not shy about voicing how we felt about this, telling them of every house for sale in our vicinity and relishing the thought of being able to see them more often. But God obviously had different plans. God has called the Chumleys out of Fresno. As heartbreaking as it is for us. We have learned by their example that God's will is always the best place to be. So, what can I say to a family that has obviously changed my life in innumerable ways? (Cue Ray Boltz's<i> Thank You</i>) Thanks. Thanks for teaching me a new language. Thanks for challenging me to grow and give of myself. Thanks for being part of my life and allowing me to be a part of yours. Thank you for my husband. Thank you for being shoulders to cry and stand on. Thanks for letting me interpret Taylor's high school graduation and bring my interpreting days for your family full circle. And most importantly thanks for being obedient to God's call in your life, to come to Fresno and, now, to move on. (Cue Michael W. Smith's <i>Friends</i>) I know that our friendship will live on through Facebook and email long after you have left town and for the rest of my life you will have a special place in my heart. I am forever grateful and count myself blessed for having been in the wake of your impact. David, Lu, Tali, Taylor, Sarah and Tom (the only cat I've ever liked) I love you all. So long ol' Chums.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TBXHFlcZAGI/AAAAAAAAASQ/7ZZLok1SHwk/s400/Chums.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5482507020157911138" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 286px; " /></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-147845145328172062010-06-01T12:19:00.000-07:002010-06-01T15:13:08.591-07:00Fantastic Fruit Salad<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TAWBLiVNDcI/AAAAAAAAASI/HHQx4e5b4sk/s1600/Fruit+Salad.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/TAWBLiVNDcI/AAAAAAAAASI/HHQx4e5b4sk/s400/Fruit+Salad.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477926556960361922" /></a><br />14/52 <div><br /></div><div>This is probably my all-time favorite fruit salad. I came up with it last summer when I went on a second-trimester ginger-lime kick and thoroughly enjoyed it again as we kicked off summer on Memorial Day this year. It's bright (in color and taste), sweet, full of flavor and perfect served ice cold at a picnic or BBQ. Again all measurements are approximate and suggestions.</div><div><br /></div><div>Make Dressing:</div><div><ul><li>1/2 cup Bolthouse Farms Amazing Mango Fruit Smoothie</li><li>zest and juice of 1 lime (juice is optional)</li><li>1 tsp grated fresh ginger</li></ul></div><div><br /></div><div>Mix ingredients and refrigerate while you prepare the fruit.</div><div><br /></div><div>10-12 cups of fresh fruit cut into bite-size pieces. I recommend...</div><div><ul><li>Fresh pineapple</li><li>Strawberries</li><li>Nectarines</li><li>Blueberries</li><li>Green grapes</li><li>Mango</li></ul><div>Other good options are </div><div><ul><li>Peaches</li><li>Cantaloupe</li><li>Honey dew melon</li><li>Kiwi</li><li>Red grapes</li></ul><div>Gently toss the fruit. Stir in dressing just before serving. If you are making this ahead of time cut and add the strawberries at the very end (they tend to be mushy if cut too far in advance). </div><div><br /></div><div>If you are lucky enough to get leftovers place them into a resealable plastic bag and lay flat in the freezer. When the fruit is frozen gently break it into pieces. Keep frozen and blend with orange juice and/or yogurt for a great smoothie! </div></div><div><br /></div></div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-72215939812618191242010-05-27T00:07:00.001-07:002010-05-27T07:56:31.231-07:00My Cheating Heart13/52<br /><br />My dearest Blog,<br /><br />Oh, how I have missed you! It pains me to think of how unfaithful I have been. How I have strayed and allowed myself to indulge in more tv watching than I should. First there was Law & Order, then SVU, CSI and LOST, yet I felt confident I could maintain my commitment to you while keeping these loves on the side. But then an old flame, Rules of Engagement, returned and I was smitten. And this introduced me to The Big Bang Thoery. I felt like I was spiralling out of control and I felt so distant from you. But, rather than drawing close to you I gave in to temptation. I just added more and more. American Idol, The Biggest Loser, Parenthood. I was flooded with guilt, I began comparing myself with Tiger, Jesse and Tiki. But now, many of these flings have come to an end, some forever, some until the fall. As they left me this week, I began to ache for you again. How silly and foolish I have been to let these others take your place and deteriorate my committment to you. Today I am redoubling my efforts to get our relationship back on track. I'm going to finish the blogs I began and have left sitting on my desktop. I'm going to write more often and make up the weeks I missed. I'm going to treat you with the love and committment I promised when we began this journey together. And to prove it, I'm writting this at midnight, in bed, in the dark, on my phone so my husband won't be lonely as he falls asleep. And if this is the only way for us to be together, then so be it. I'm in this for the long haul. Please forgive me! <br /><br /> Love always, <br /> Launa<br /> <br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><br />Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-67112230999937344682010-05-09T19:24:00.000-07:002010-05-09T20:00:19.948-07:00Happy Mother's Day<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Helvetica, serif; "><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">12/52</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">Two years ago I was inspired to honor my mom on Mother's Day by telling her all the things that I love and admire about her. Many people wait too long to tell their parents how much they appreciate them and have to settle for a eulogy. I hope this encourages you to write down how much you love your mom or dad and share it with them. If your parents have passed, honor them anyway by writing it down and sharing it with your siblings or children.</span></span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia, serif;"><br /></span></p></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S-dy3Fvq8OI/AAAAAAAAASA/W-hkzCVoj0o/s1600/1985-Mom+and+Launa.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S-dy3Fvq8OI/AAAAAAAAASA/W-hkzCVoj0o/s200/1985-Mom+and+Launa.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469466563225252066" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Helvetica;font-size:medium;"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;font-size:6;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:21px;"><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">Mother's Day 2008</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">This year, for Mother’s Day, I wanted to give my mom so much more than a gift or a card. I have no doubt that my mom would appreciate another funny card or kitchen gadget, but I new that the card would wind up in the trash and the thing-a-ma-bob would </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;">eventually end up lost in one of the many black holes masquerading as a kitchen cabinet or drawer. So, instead I decided to pen something for posterity. I know this letter will merely scratch the surface of my deep adoration for my mom but it will be truest offering I can give. </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';"><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';">Dear Mom,<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';">With mother’s day just around the corner, I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">couldn't</span> help but think back on all your years of mothering. As thoughts and memories flitted through my mind I found myself laughing out loud, sighing deeply and brimming with tears. Some of these thoughts might seem partial and incomplete, but they are the patchwork of my childhood. Undoubtedly you will remember some of these events, other memories might just be mine, but I wanted to share them with you and the life lessons they taught me all the same.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';"><span> </span>Do you remember when I cut my finger on the glass pitcher I broke, the one you told me not to touch? I learned a lesson in obedience. Do you remember the phase when I loved to play in the mud behind the garage? I learned about the satisfaction that comes from getting your hands a little dirty. Or how about making butter cookies with the avocado-green cookie press? I learned about quality family time. Do you remember the time I thought vinegar would be a good flavor for a pie? You taught me about taking risks. I still can’t believe you actually let me do that or that you tasted it. The home-made puzzles with the paint palette spinner taught me to be creative and resourceful. Seeing you off at the airport on your way to El Salvador taught me about being an ambassador for Christ. I know we both lost count of how many nights you held my head over a toilet bowl or bucket, but each time you did, I learned about sacrifice. When you pulled fiberglass from my knees after crawling on the floorboards of the boat or you brought me warm jell-o water when I was sick you taught me about compassion. Do you remember the time I got carsick and you washed the side of the car off with the last of the apple juice you promised me? I learned to laugh at my mistakes. When you sponsored a child from Latin America Child Care or filled <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">shoe boxes</span> with toiletries and gifts to send overseas, even though money was tight, I learned about generosity. When you cleaned houses and the church I learned about doing my part to make ends meet. I know you remember when I came home from school with head lice. The hours you spent washing my hair with RID and combing my long, tangled, sensitive mane taught me about patience. Do you remember the time you pulled your hair out with the drill press and you ran, bleeding, to the Scott’s house? Of course you do, that taught me to ask for help when I need it. And the bun you used to cover your bald spot afterward taught me to use what you got. Do you remember the lazy summer afternoons reading <i>Ann of Green Gables</i></span><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';"> on the old tan couch or <i>Hinds Feet on High Places</i></span><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';"> before bed? I learned to get lost in a book. When I had to save up my money for months to buy my own roller blades, I learned the value of a dollar. Can you count the number of boring awards ceremonies I put you through? I've lost track, but I learned you were my biggest fan. I don’t know how or why it happened, but do you remember the time you came to me and asked my forgiveness for how you handled a situation? I learned a lesson in humility. I remember the night you kept me home from the Clovis High v. Clovis West football game. Just when you were feeling sorry for me and were about to change your mind, I threw fit and you remained firm. You taught me to stand my ground. Do you remember the time I brought 7 friends over for lunch while you were in the middle of decorating cakes? You didn't bat an eye and told us to help ourselves; I learned a lesson in hospitality. Seeing you diligently reading The Word taught me to have an appetite for being in my Father’s presence. When you held me close and let me cry on your shoulder, whether over a boy or a lost friend, you taught me empathy. When you cared for Grandpa while he was dying, in our own home, I learned the greatest lesson of what it means to be a servant. And watching you watch me walk down the aisle at age 19 taught me about letting go.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';">Mom, I will never be able to adequately thank you for all that you have done for me. Other than writing this letter, the best way to try and do that is by following your example. I hope that I will be able to pass the values that you worked so hard to instill in me onto Levi and the other children I will have. I know it won’t be easy and there will be times, as I am sure you have experienced, I will want to throw in the towel, but the reward of having my children rise up and call me blessed is to sweet to give up. Thank you for hanging in there with me, I think you’ll agree it has been worth it. I have heard it said and believe it to be true that the legacy of a great mom is lived on in the generations that follow. Mom, yours is no exception.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;">Love, </span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></span>Launa</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';"> <o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';font-size:16pt;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in; line-height: 24px; "><span style=" ;font-family:'Monotype Corsiva';font-size:16pt;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p><div style="text-indent: 48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Monotype Corsiva', serif;font-size:6;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 24px;font-size:21px;"><br /></span></span></div></span>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-1979151673030107342010-04-20T15:10:00.000-07:002010-04-20T17:10:45.255-07:00How-To: Robin Hood Birthday Cake11/52<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z6_SczPzI/AAAAAAAAALA/v-J-I8dFLWM/s1600/IMG_2152.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z6_SczPzI/AAAAAAAAALA/v-J-I8dFLWM/s320/IMG_2152.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455683226308919090" border="0" /></a><br />Here it is! The much-anticipated cake blog! This cake, like some of my cooking, was something I just made up. So, again, I learned as I was going and some of my pictures don't quite match my directions. And while it looks difficult, it really isn't. Time consuming? Yes. Difficult? No. If you can roll and cut out Play-dough, you can make this cake.<br /><br />One great thing about this cake is that it can be made in stages and spread out over a week. Here are the things you will need to make this cake.<br /><br /><ul><li>1 recipe Marshmallow fondant (See below)<br /></li><li>9 cups of <a href="http://www.wilton.com/recipe/Buttercream-Icing">butter cream frosting</a><br /></li><li>6 cake mixes</li><li>11x15 cake pan</li><li>6 inch round cake pan</li><li>20x20 inch cardboard, wrapped in foil</li><li><a href="http://www.wilton.com/store/site/product.cfm?id=3E30B2D9-475A-BAC0-5D5C3DB846DFD354&fid=3E33265A-475A-BAC0-597A6ED538D55E2B">Blue, green and black frosting coloring gel</a></li><li>1 <a href="http://www.wilton.com/store/site/product.cfm?id=3E30E850-475A-BAC0-582D80C4F0374347&fid=784759B1-475A-BAC0-5F66D7724808E61D">tub piping gel</a></li><li>1 graham cracker square</li><li>Decorating tip<a href="http://www.wilton.com/store/site/product.cfm?id=3E30DD64-475A-BAC0-5FBA791BBD7A052B&fid=3E3324C3-475A-BAC0-5DF027EB4874EBF7"> 233</a> (grass)<br /></li><li>Ruler</li><li><a href="http://www.wilton.com/store/site/product.cfm?id=12E16DE9-475A-BAC0-56AEE0CE62D22CF0&fid=12E16E18-475A-BAC0-5D49470B954F6CC4">Fondant mat</a> or 1 inch grid on printer paper under wax paper<br /></li><li>Rolling pin<br /></li><li>Kitchen skewers</li><li>Toothpicks</li><li>Pizza cutter (optional)</li><li>frosting spreader<br /></li></ul><br />I have never been a big fan of fondant. Yeah, its neat and pretty looking, but it tastes like crap. Most people, including myself, just peel the fondant off to get to the butter cream frosting underneath. And who wants to to all that work for no one to even eat it? Not me. But I was willing to use it just for the stone work on the castle purely for the smooth look of the stone. So you can imagine how happy I was when a friend told me about Marshmallow Fondant! (Thanks Janna!) Not only is the recipe cheap and easy, it tastes fantastic! So much so, that I had to stop myself from eating it so I would have enough. Here is Janna's recipe:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Marshmallow Fondant</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"><br /></span></span><ul><li><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">16 ounces white mini-marshmallows (use a good quality brand)</span></span></li><li><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">2 to 5 tablespoons water</span></span></li><li><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">2 pounds powdered sugar</span></span></li><li><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">1/2 cup shortening (you will be digging into it so place in a very easily accessed bowl)</span></span></li></ul><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"><br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">NOTE: Please be careful, this first stage can get hot.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Melt marshmallows and 2 tablespoons of water in a microwave bowl. Put the bowl in the microwave for 30 seconds, open microwave and stir, back in microwave for 30 seconds more, open microwave and stir again, and continue doing this until melted. It usually takes about 2 1/2 minutes total. Place 3/4 of the powdered sugar on the top of the melted marshmallow mix and gently stir a few times with a well-greased, rubber spatula.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Now grease your hands GENEROUSLY (palms, backs, and in between fingers), then heavily grease the counter you will be using (granite works, but any smooth surface will work) a and dump the bowl of marshmallow/sugar mixture in the middle.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Start kneading like you would bread dough. You will immediately see why you have greased your hands.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Keep kneading, this stuff is sticky at this stage! Add the rest of the powdered sugar and knead some more. Re-grease your hands and counter when the fondant starts sticking. If the mix is tearing easily, it is to dry, so add a water (about 1/2 tablespoon at a time and then knead it in). It usually takes me about 8 minutes to get a firm smooth elastic ball so that it will stretch without tearing when you apply it to the cake.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">It is best if you can let it sit, double wrapped, overnight (but you can use it right away if there are no tiny bits of dry powdered sugar). If you do see them, you will need to knead and maybe add a few more drops of water. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Prepare the fondant icing for storing by coating it with a good layer of Crisco shortening, wrap in a plastic-type wrap product and then put it in a resealable or Ziploc bag. Squeeze out as much air as possible. When ready to use, roll out to desired thickness. Adding water or powdered sugar to firm up or loosen as needed. It should be soft, smooth and supple, but firm enough to be lifted onto a cake without tearing.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"> </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;">Marshmallow Fondant will hold for weeks. So, make it ahead to save time later.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#00CCCC;"><br /></span><br />1 week-4 days in advance<br /><ul><li>Make fondant</li><li>Make Robin Hood</li></ul><div><br /></div><div>To make Robin Hood leaping out of the burning castle I used</div><div><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Ez6lE03DI/AAAAAAAAAKQ/FeOj_48n8YU/s320/IMG_2225.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454197705200163890" border="0" style="float: right; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><ul><li>tracing paper</li><li>computer with DVD drive</li><li>colored pencils</li><li>clear packaging tape</li><li>thin flexible wire or heavy fishing line</li></ul>(This part can be made well in advance, but of course I waited until the morning of.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Zz2uTO3XI/AAAAAAAAAKo/tVPNhtnBwvY/s1600/IMG_2431.JPG"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Zz2uTO3XI/AAAAAAAAAKo/tVPNhtnBwvY/s320/IMG_2431.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455675382584761714" border="0" style="float: left; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /></a>Insert the DVD into the drive and fast forward to the end of the movie when Robin hood jumps from the castle. Pause on the frame you like best and resize the DVD viewer until Robin is the right size for the cake. Place the tracing paper over the screen and gently trace. Remove the paper and color in the outline with colored pencils.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z2f6tk_XI/AAAAAAAAAKw/wfd-YxOghi0/s1600/IMG_2155.JPG"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z2f6tk_XI/AAAAAAAAAKw/wfd-YxOghi0/s320/IMG_2155.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455678289314381170" border="0" style="float: right; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 260px; height: 174px; " /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z4WWpIF8I/AAAAAAAAAK4/kuSYEEYKn3s/s1600/IMG_2154.JPG"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z4WWpIF8I/AAAAAAAAAK4/kuSYEEYKn3s/s320/IMG_2154.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455680324036466626" border="0" style="float: right; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 260px; height: 174px; " /></a><br /><br /></div><div><br />Carefully cut out the drawing and lay it on a sheet of plain printer paper or card stock. Lay a piece of tape over the drawing and press firmly. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Place the other piece on the backside of the plain paper to seal it. Again cut out the drawing very carefully, a craft knife can be very helpful for all the details.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7E50U5b8VI/AAAAAAAAAKg/zHfzaNJyG28/s1600/IMG_2157.JPG"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7E50U5b8VI/AAAAAAAAAKg/zHfzaNJyG28/s320/IMG_2157.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454204194847977810" border="0" style="float: right; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 253px; height: 168px; " /></a><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br />Secure a piece of thin wire or fishing line to Robin Hood with hot glue.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><br /><b>3 days in advance</b><br /><br />Roll out 50 square inches of fondant to 1/8 inch thick and color dark brown, using black and brown color gel. Dust the surface with powdered sugar to keep it from sticking and to firm up. The brown needs to be stiffer than the rest of the fondant.<img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7vRLIt0a0I/AAAAAAAAARQ/Bl-LuRAnUJk/s200/IMG_2086.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457185362737916738" border="0" /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 184px; height: 123px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7vOcxefByI/AAAAAAAAARA/7qlv8uUAs9E/s200/IMG_2091.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457182367202346786" border="0" /><div>Re-roll brown to 1/8 inch think. Take a party hat and trim the bottom to a 3 inch diameter and roughly 4 inches tall. </div><div>Unroll the party hat and trace onto the fondant.</div><div>Cut out and form around the party hat, sealing the edges. With a small paring knife, cut holes for candles.* Set aside, uncovered and let harden. <img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S849IH87W1I/AAAAAAAAAR4/Nj1Zfskixi4/s200/IMG_2092.JPG" style="width: 100px; height: 67px; " class="preview" />Roll out remaining brown fondant and cut a straight edge. Using the large end of a cake decorating tip like a cookie cutter, cut out half circles. Continue cutting straight edges and shingles. Store shingles in a air tight container to keep soft.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>*I originally planned to use red, orange, and yellow tissue paper and made the holes rather large. But when I changed my mind and decided to use candles I had to re-size the openings by partially covering them with the shingles. I would not recommend making more than 8 or 10 candle openings because it would weaken the turret structure.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7vI63hVFvI/AAAAAAAAAQw/0oHuF8-L47I/s1600/IMG_2096.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 215px; height: 144px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7vI63hVFvI/AAAAAAAAAQw/0oHuF8-L47I/s200/IMG_2096.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457176287151199986" border="0" /></a>Roll out 300 square inches of fondant in batches and tint with black food coloring. Do not completely blend the color in, leaving it streaked and mottled for a natural stone look. Roll fondant to 1/4 inch thick and using a ruler or other straight edge and a pizza wheel or knife cut into 1 inch squares. Reserve 25 squares and cut each into (4) 1/2 inch squares. Dust squares with powdered sugar and store in air tight containers or Ziploc bags.<br /><br /><br /><b>2 days in advance</b><br /><br />Bake cakes following Wilton's <a href="http://www.wilton.com/cakes/making-cakes/baking-wedding-cake-2-inch-pans.cfm">guide</a>. I used 6 boxed mixes which make about 4 1/2 cups of batter each. After the cakes have cooled, level the tops and use the diagram below to carve the cakes into pieces.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S8JcBNA5WbI/AAAAAAAAARg/QNHUfmJ99zw/s1600/cake+diagram.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S8JcBNA5WbI/AAAAAAAAARg/QNHUfmJ99zw/s400/cake+diagram.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459026874069506482" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kov9THIAI/AAAAAAAAAQI/Mxt2qGgrmog/s1600/IMG_2099.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 117px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kov9THIAI/AAAAAAAAAQI/Mxt2qGgrmog/s200/IMG_2099.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456437227909750786" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S84n3Lcl84I/AAAAAAAAARw/9NoYzi4yl5Q/s1600/IMG_2098.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 117px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S84n3Lcl84I/AAAAAAAAARw/9NoYzi4yl5Q/s200/IMG_2098.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462347226965996418" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kovWeATPI/AAAAAAAAAQA/38Z-FjdjxRo/s1600/IMG_2101.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kovWeATPI/AAAAAAAAAQA/38Z-FjdjxRo/s200/IMG_2101.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456437217486458098" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div>Take your foil-wrapped piece of card board and center the pieces for layer 1. Tint 4 cups of butter cream frosting gray and frost a 9 inch square centered left to right on the 11x15 cake with one edge at the joint between the 2 cakes.<br /><br /><br /><br />Add the pieces for layer 2 on the square, frost. Repeat with each layer. </div><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 178px; height: 119px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7knJ-0gtCI/AAAAAAAAAPw/klL1Oz1oSNs/s200/IMG_2104.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456435475971617826" border="0" /><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 176px; height: 117px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kouuPGIQI/AAAAAAAAAP4/aDes_Nb3ZaE/s200/IMG_2103.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456437206686507266" border="0" /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 117px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7knJM8qwEI/AAAAAAAAAPo/OCrf2E2V2Kc/s200/IMG_2106.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456435462584057922" border="0" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div>Reinforce the tower with a kitchen skewer. Tint 1/2-3/4 cup</div><div> of frosting blue and frost the moat, bringing it out farther in the front.</div><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 177px; height: 118px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7knIjD6PXI/AAAAAAAAAPg/hNa0HkMDWKM/s200/IMG_2108.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456435451340143986" border="0" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kjictwcFI/AAAAAAAAAPI/15tDXkv010s/s200/IMG_2110.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456431498266701906" border="0" /><div>Starting with the 1/2 inch stones, lay them side by side in a row at the back of the castle. Use the traditional stretcher bond technique starting the next line with a half stone so that the grout lines from the row above run into the center of the stone below. </div><div><br /></div><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7khmHWLRDI/AAAAAAAAAO4/AzYZjOm5TPM/s200/IMG_2111.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456429362226873394" border="0" /><div><br /></div><div>Then using the 1 inch stones in the same manner, cover the insides of the castle walls then the top surfaces. <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7khl5p6vWI/AAAAAAAAAOw/Cqw0c3xeGh4/s1600/IMG_2114.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7khl5p6vWI/AAAAAAAAAOw/Cqw0c3xeGh4/s200/IMG_2114.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456429358551580002" border="0" /></a>Using a toochpick mark out the shape of the drawbridge/doorway on the front of the turret and continue the stonework around the marks covering the entire surface. Lay squares along the top ridge and continue working from the top of the side walls to the bottom. Maintaining the simple stretcher bond pattern. If the butter cream dries and the stones will not adhere use a small amount of piping gel to moisten. Cover the cake loosely with plastic wrap.<img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kflp9rqdI/AAAAAAAAAOg/P2WCiUz31t0/s200/IMG_2115.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456427155316255186" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kfkzdpMrI/AAAAAAAAAOY/Fbyz6GQFb6Y/s1600/IMG_2122.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kfkzdpMrI/AAAAAAAAAOY/Fbyz6GQFb6Y/s200/IMG_2122.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456427140686361266" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kdSC76lSI/AAAAAAAAAOI/QVfD5yp5mAk/s1600/IMG_2125.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kdSC76lSI/AAAAAAAAAOI/QVfD5yp5mAk/s200/IMG_2125.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456424619399091490" border="0" /></a>Use piping gel to adhere the shingles to the roof. Start at the bottom and layer upwards. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Be very careful as the roof is brittle when its dried. If it breaks add a few drops of water and press the pieces back together. Let the roof dry uncovered until the cake is served.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kbaQjpCII/AAAAAAAAAN4/KaKsaQPe_B4/s1600/IMG_2127.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kbaQjpCII/AAAAAAAAAN4/KaKsaQPe_B4/s200/IMG_2127.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456422561471072386" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><br /><b>1 day in advance</b><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kbaDUvKtI/AAAAAAAAANw/ulSu3wnian8/s1600/IMG_2129.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kbaDUvKtI/AAAAAAAAANw/ulSu3wnian8/s200/IMG_2129.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456422557918898898" border="0" /></a>Color a small amount of fondant black and shape into a doorway that is 1 x 2 inches with a rounded top. Cut a graham cracker the same shape as the doorway, but slightly shorter, using a small paring knife and a sawing motion.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kbZrEXZ0I/AAAAAAAAANo/PUvE_0acwhs/s1600/IMG_2130.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kbZrEXZ0I/AAAAAAAAANo/PUvE_0acwhs/s200/IMG_2130.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456422551407781698" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kY-hugfTI/AAAAAAAAANg/0mnWI-EIM0c/s1600/IMG_2131.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kY-hugfTI/AAAAAAAAANg/0mnWI-EIM0c/s200/IMG_2131.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456419886020459826" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Place the doorway on the turret. Roll more gray fondant into small balls to finish the doorway.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Tint the remaining 4 1/2 cups of frosting green and apply a thin layer to the remaining exposed cake. Place the rest in a pastry bag fitted with a with a coupler and number 233 tip and set aside.<br /><br /><br /></div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kXE95ZkDI/AAAAAAAAANI/ARIrulnoAoQ/s1600/IMG_2132.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kXE95ZkDI/AAAAAAAAANI/ARIrulnoAoQ/s200/IMG_2132.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456417797638295602" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kY-EbQYjI/AAAAAAAAANY/_35fKBHY53g/s1600/IMG_2133.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kY-EbQYjI/AAAAAAAAANY/_35fKBHY53g/s200/IMG_2133.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456419878155084338" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Color 1/4-1/3 cup of piping gel blue and cover the blue frosting.<br />Wrap 2 toothpicks with foil. Place the graham cracker over the moat water and lean the toothpicks between the drawbridge and the doorway.<br /><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kdRVNAzSI/AAAAAAAAAOA/86OhBZAuNqg/s200/IMG_2128.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456424607122771234" border="0" /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kXEVysvQI/AAAAAAAAANA/rU8KZxItPpU/s200/IMG_2134.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456417786872773890" border="0" style="float: left; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px; " /><div>Cut out 16, thick, 1x1 inch squares. Roll 4 a 1/2 inch wider and bend, as shown, for the corners. Secure thick squares and with toothpicks, starting at the turret and working your way around leaving spaces in between.<img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kY9TI7LPI/AAAAAAAAANQ/A3O7NkzZK48/s200/IMG_2135.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456419864924859634" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kXDOv48nI/AAAAAAAAAM4/kGd2hsCJTh4/s1600/IMG_2136.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7kXDOv48nI/AAAAAAAAAM4/kGd2hsCJTh4/s200/IMG_2136.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456417767802073714" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br />Use a grass tip to cover the thin layer of green frosting; squeeze, pull back and release.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7ad4KnhMdI/AAAAAAAAALg/Yy6_rto8DIc/s1600/IMG_2139.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 118px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7ad4KnhMdI/AAAAAAAAALg/Yy6_rto8DIc/s200/IMG_2139.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455721586854277586" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Take a ball of fondant and roll it into a cylinder. Slide it onto the skewer to make a post. Cover the cake overnight.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div><b>Day of</b><br /><br />Place the turret on top and side candles into the openings, gently pushing them into the fondant post.<img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 158px; height: 237px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7E5z6erMtI/AAAAAAAAAKY/8-MhQcNhC30/s320/IMG_2168.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454204187756409554" border="0" /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z9WANn4PI/AAAAAAAAALI/ZlcHjiCdD0Y/s1600/IMG_2150.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 116px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z9WANn4PI/AAAAAAAAALI/ZlcHjiCdD0Y/s320/IMG_2150.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455685815573668082" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7aDYwVAIOI/AAAAAAAAALY/v5c2jSVKJ0c/s1600/IMG_2142.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 117px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7aDYwVAIOI/AAAAAAAAALY/v5c2jSVKJ0c/s200/IMG_2142.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455692459919024354" border="0" /></a><br />Attach Robin Hood by sticking the other end of the wire or line in through the top of the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">turret</span> and into the fondant post.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z6_SczPzI/AAAAAAAAALA/v-J-I8dFLWM/s1600/IMG_2152.JPG"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7Z6_SczPzI/AAAAAAAAALA/v-J-I8dFLWM/s320/IMG_2152.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5455683226308919090" border="0" style="float: right; margin-top: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px; " /></a><div>My favorite part of the whole cake was the fact that we actually it it on fire. As I said before I had originally planned to use tissue paper, but this was was so much more fun. And considering the first thing Levi asked when he saw his cake was if we could light it on fire, I knew I made the right choice.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7EtLyME3zI/AAAAAAAAAKA/BrN3Bn81Mqg/s1600/IMG_2343.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7EtLyME3zI/AAAAAAAAAKA/BrN3Bn81Mqg/s320/IMG_2343.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454190304196615986" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7EtKyyHdyI/AAAAAAAAAJ4/c-LTmSQWGxk/s1600/IMG_2370.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S7EtKyyHdyI/AAAAAAAAAJ4/c-LTmSQWGxk/s320/IMG_2370.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454190287176300322" border="0" /></a></div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-76770940377285035472010-03-29T15:16:00.000-07:002010-03-29T16:11:12.644-07:00Beautiful Blue10/52<br /><br />Its spring time around our house. I know this not because there are birds chirping outside my windows or my roses are blooming, not because of the amazing weather we are enjoying or even because of my freckled shoulders. I know this because there is a brooding animosity in my home. It starts out as a few snide comments and curt retorts. Soon there will be rolling of eyes and scoffing grunts, criticizing, mocking and bragging are to follow. And it is the same every year in the Grunau household. Ladies and gentlemen, it is baseball season.<br /><br />This year the battle of beautiful Dodger blue and pukey Giant orange started off with an innocent child hurt in the wake. A few weeks ago Jeff was helping me get the kids ready to go to a doctor appointment and I was about to thank him for dressing Autumn when I noticed she was wearing a heavy sweatsuit. It was supposed to be in the mid 70's that day and I knew she would be miserable.<br /><br />"Honey, its going to be way to warm for her to wear that."<br />"It's ok, I put something underneath it."<br /><br />I could hear the mischievous smile in his voice. I glared at him across the room. He looked up and grinned with false innocence and walked her to the van. I shuddered to think about the hideousness that lay beneath that warm sweatsuit. I quickly ran back upstairs and pulled a beautiful sun dress from her closet and stashed it in her backpack. When we arrived at the doctor's office Mila had to go potty and I had to feed Autumn. As soon as Jeff and Mila disappeared around the corner I knew this was my chance. I gagged as I removed the sweatsuit. There it was, vile and wretched. A pink and purple Giants body suit.<br /><br />"Oh, Baby Girl, what did your daddy do to you? You poor thing! Come here and let me take this nasty thing off of you!"<br /><br />She looked refreshed and happy in her white sundress. Jeff and Mila came back just then.<br /><br />"Where did that outfit come from?" he smiled with irritation.<br />"From her backpack? Why?" I smiled back.<br />"What was wrong with what she was wearing?"<br />"My daughter is not wearing that thing in public"<br /><br />Mila was called back and so we dropped it. Nearing the end of the appointment Jeff, Levi and Autumn hung out in the waiting area while Mila took her eye test. When Jeff came in holding Autumn at arms distance I knew there was trouble. He grabbed her back pack and headed out. We finished a few minutes later and I found him back in the waiting room with the contents of her bag strewn about. And her poop-stained clothes in a pile next to her.<br /><br />"Where are her wipes?!"<br />"Oops! They are in the van. You head down and I'll make the follow-up appointment."<br /><br />When I joined them a few minutes later Autumn was again suffering in her daddy-picked clothes.<br /><br />"See, Hun? She made her choice!"<br />"Eewe!!!"<br /><br />I sighed, embarrassed for my baby. It's a good thing Jeff had his own doctor appointment to go to and we had some time to kill before Mila's field trip. As Jeff drove away I smiled to myself and headed straight for Target. Soon enough autumn had a beautiful, new, blue dress on and a few seconds later she spit up on it. No problem, I had the perfect spit up rag.Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-88992800164200744682010-03-18T16:19:00.000-07:002010-03-18T21:56:33.490-07:00How-To: Robin Hood Birthday Party<span style="font-size:100%;">9/52<br /><a style="font-family: georgia;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FXjQPeNbI/AAAAAAAAAFo/Vm1vYurHSeg/s1600-h/robin-hood.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 272px; height: 299px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FXjQPeNbI/AAAAAAAAAFo/Vm1vYurHSeg/s320/robin-hood.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449733287261910450" border="0" /></a></span><br />This year my son, Levi, turned 5. And since we don’t do birthday parties every year (this is only his second party, ever) I wanted to do something fun, and creative that he and his friends would remember. Since Disney’s Robin Hood is one of his favorite movies and it is boy and girl friendly, I knew it would be perfect. I’ll share the things I did and give other ideas to make it work for older kids, scaled down or scaled up. Feel free to add comments if you come up with things to add!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Invitations</span></span><br /></div>I love to use e-vite. It’s free and I can customize them to whatever I want. I searched the Internet for a Robin Hood image and found the one above. I added that to the e-vite and wrote a message to match: Then I customized the responses with quotes from the movie. For Yes replies it read “A perfect bull’s-eye”, for Maybe it said, “Maybe it’ll even be a double hangin’” and for No it was “It’s so miserably unfair!”. Afterward I thought of another quote to use for yes replies, "Coming...coming!" Our guests even responded in the same manner with mentions of Sir Hiss and a condition of attendance based on a tax cut. If you are into paper crafting you could make a bull’s-eye out of red and white paper with all the party information on the reverse side. If you make it the size of a CD you can use CD sleeves as envelopes and tuck in a few paper arrows too.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Crafts</span></span><br /></div>For all the craft items I tried to use things I (or my parents) already had, were cheap, easy to find and uncomplicated. Also being frugal, I started purchasing items a few months in advance using my weekly Jo-Ann’s and Michael’s coupons. I won’t say you already have all these things (even though you might) because I hate it when shows say…”Using only things you already have…” and I think “Great!” until I realize that I have none of those items. Like the time Rachel Ray made a meal from pantry staples which included a can of anchovies… Really? Anchovies are a staple? Anyway… All of the crafts are simple. If you can cut, glue and sew a straight line (or know someone who can) you can make these fun party hats and favors.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hats</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Robin Hood</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LCEgEY0vI/AAAAAAAAAJA/hQwMORFIUY0/s1600-h/IMG_2437.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 291px; height: 208px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LCEgEY0vI/AAAAAAAAAJA/hQwMORFIUY0/s320/IMG_2437.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450131881655325426" border="0" /></a><ul><li>Green felt</li><li>Craft Feathers</li><li>Hot Glue</li><li>Green Thread</li></ul>I searched high and low on the Internet for a Robin Hood hat pattern and found a few. One was in metric and the other had incorrect measurements (good thing I tried it with newspaper first!), so I created my own pattern on a 12x12 piece of card stock.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Ldd8TnJBI/AAAAAAAAAJg/t0p1FK75Mwo/s1600-h/IMG_1967.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 301px; height: 202px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Ldd8TnJBI/AAAAAAAAAJg/t0p1FK75Mwo/s320/IMG_1967.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450162005546050578" border="0" /></a> You can use newspaper too. Adjust the pattern proportionally for bigger kids, and make a sample with newspaper to make sure it’s the right size. For our size pattern, we needed a 12x24 inch rectangle of green craft felt*.<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FhrXgGYVI/AAAAAAAAAGA/zdc3uv3be_U/s1600-h/IMG_1968.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 313px; height: 210px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FhrXgGYVI/AAAAAAAAAGA/zdc3uv3be_U/s320/IMG_1968.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449744421765931346" border="0" /></a></span></p> Fold the rectangle into a 12x12 square (right sides together, although it doesn’t really matter with felt), Place the pattern on the felt, aligning the folds. Trace or pin the pattern and cut out. <span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FjlL18O3I/AAAAAAAAAGI/_LAhfBmK0es/s1600-h/IMG_1969.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FjlL18O3I/AAAAAAAAAGI/_LAhfBmK0es/s320/IMG_1969.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449746514580355954" border="0" /></a></span>Stitch along the two sides as shown. Turn it right side out and tuck a feather in one side. Glue a scrap of felt to the underside to secure the feather. Turn edges up as shown.<span style="font-size:100%;"></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FmNkFoPPI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/BedobvvhfzI/s1600-h/IMG_1977.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FmNkFoPPI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/BedobvvhfzI/s320/IMG_1977.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449749407306628338" border="0" /></a></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FoMbCL61I/AAAAAAAAAGY/fI1qTIwCT1k/s1600-h/IMG_2184.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 292px; height: 196px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FoMbCL61I/AAAAAAAAAGY/fI1qTIwCT1k/s320/IMG_2184.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449751586719656786" border="0" /></a></span></p>Using my coupons I was able to get 1 1/3 yards of 72” wide fabric (enough for 12 hats) for less than $5 and feathers for less than $2. *Use the 12x24 measurement when estimating the amount of fabric to buy, but just fold the fabric with enough room to place the pattern and cut. Cutting out rectangles and then the hats just doubles your work (Thank you Mom, for saving me from doing that!)<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />Maid Marian</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Fskv9Eh6I/AAAAAAAAAGg/qgphhnKt-LQ/s1600-h/IMG_1998.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 262px; height: 188px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Fskv9Eh6I/AAAAAAAAAGg/qgphhnKt-LQ/s320/IMG_1998.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449756402698717090" border="0" /></a></span><ul><li>Pink felt</li><li>Assorted curling ribbon</li><li>Pink thread</li><li>Glitter (optional)</li><li>Small, wooden, kitchen skewers (optional)</li><li>Satin ribbon, thin (optional)</li></ul>All the online patterns I saw for this medieval style hat involved tons of sewing that I wasn’t equipped or in the mood to do. So, I just made this one up. In hindsight I wish I would have done things a little differently. My directions will include things I didn’t do, and therefore aren’t in the pictures.<span style="font-size:100%;"><a style="font-family: georgia;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6FslAeQu8I/AAAAAAAAAGo/TDdXwAhbAvI/s1600-h/IMG_1999.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 292px; height: 191px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6F8TUOTcFI/AAAAAAAAAGw/coDYgRLWc4g/s320/IMG_2018.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449773695383072850" border="0" /></a></span> Cut a large half circle out of newspaper. Fold it to make a cone with the circumference and height you want. Allow for a ½ inch seam and trim the top off the point as shown. Cut the newspaper to make your pattern. Take your pattern with you to the store and lay it out on the felt, counting out as many as you need and measuring accordingly. To save cutting time, fold both you pattern and fabric, align folds, and cut. <span style="font-size:100%;"><a style="font-family: georgia;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6JfPMwtlWI/AAAAAAAAAIo/sroDUhlAudQ/s1600-h/IMG_2001.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 206px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6JfPMwtlWI/AAAAAAAAAIo/sroDUhlAudQ/s320/IMG_2001.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450023213799937378" border="0" /></a></span>Count out 12-15 pieces of curling ribbon, cut to 30 inches when pulled straight. I used, white, purple, light and dark pink ribbon. Tie a knot at the top of the bundle, do not curl. Lay fabric open right side facing up, lay ribbons along the middle with the knot at the top. Fold fabric, closing the ribbons inside. <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Gwte2O7SI/AAAAAAAAAHA/cTlD5Rd9hMo/s1600-h/IMG_2007.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Gwte2O7SI/AAAAAAAAAHA/cTlD5Rd9hMo/s320/IMG_2007.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449831319516146978" border="0" /></a></span></p>Stitch a ½ inch seam, sewing through the ribbons to prevent them from falling out, stitch a second seam, ¼ inch. Turn right side out. Slide a kitchen skewer (trimmed if needed) in between the two seams for extra support*. <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Gy-1LEfjI/AAAAAAAAAHI/ccwMXuoZrfw/s1600-h/IMG_2434.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Gy-1LEfjI/AAAAAAAAAHI/ccwMXuoZrfw/s320/IMG_2434.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449833816590155314" border="0" /></a></span></p>Attach 12 inches of satin ribbon with hot glue to each side for tying under the chin, keeping the seam in the back.<span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6G1KIHKKiI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/27ze4VoxDB4/s1600-h/IMG_2436.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 203px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6G1KIHKKiI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/27ze4VoxDB4/s320/IMG_2436.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449836209675840034" border="0" /></a></span> Apply a super-fine glitter with a dry, coarse craft or paintbrush, the felt will trap the glitter very well and it won’t transfer off much at all. Or, if you can find it, buy glitter felt. I found it in other colors, but not pink. I used an iridescent embossing powder/glitter my mom found in her craft box. If you can’t find glitter felt or have any glitter to use, fore go this step. Again with my coupon I made 12 hats for less than $5.<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Jf-WaM1rI/AAAAAAAAAIw/zkch_AT8PKQ/s1600-h/IMG_2177.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 249px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Jf-WaM1rI/AAAAAAAAAIw/zkch_AT8PKQ/s320/IMG_2177.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450024023843722930" border="0" /></a></span></p> *I figured out that I could sew through the ribbon on the last hat I made, and I highly recommend doing it that way after we had a few ribbon bundles fall out at the party. Also, I had planned to glue skewers to the inside of the hat, but it was too tricky. I hadn’t allowed for the ½ inch seam, so I just left them with out anything for support, and while they stood up fine on their own, once the girls were wearing them and running around, they tended to flop over.<br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Jf-WaM1rI/AAAAAAAAAIw/zkch_AT8PKQ/s1600-h/IMG_2177.JPG"><br /></a></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LTi8xY5BI/AAAAAAAAAJY/OYmKk-U0x9w/s1600-h/IMG_2161.JPG"><br /></a></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="arial"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LTi8xY5BI/AAAAAAAAAJY/OYmKk-U0x9w/s1600-h/IMG_2161.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 261px; height: 166px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LTi8xY5BI/AAAAAAAAAJY/OYmKk-U0x9w/s320/IMG_2161.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450151096454013970" border="0" /></a></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="arial"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Rings</span></span></p><ul><li>Small plastic rings</li><li>Fabric embellishments or silk flowers</li><li>Rhinestones</li><li>Hot glue<p class="MsoNormal" face="arial"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LTi8xY5BI/AAAAAAAAAJY/OYmKk-U0x9w/s1600-h/IMG_2161.JPG"><br /></a></p></li></ul>Go to a party supply place and look through their party favor bins. I found small rings for $.15 each, or $1.50 for a dozen. Even though these rings already had a charm on top (hearts, happy faces, etc.) some had already fallen off. <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LdefiwUVI/AAAAAAAAAJo/WuX9AATDVfg/s1600-h/IMG_2164.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 239px; height: 160px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LdefiwUVI/AAAAAAAAAJo/WuX9AATDVfg/s320/IMG_2164.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450162015004807506" border="0" /></a>So, I dug through the bin and pulled out those with missing pieces. Find the smallest flowers you can at a craft store. I used fabric embellishments. They were the perfect size, prettier and more durable than plain silk. They were more expensive though. I got them for around $6, but you could easily use a $.50 bunch of silks. Hot glue together petal layers if you choose then glue to the ring. My flowers already had centers on them, but if you use silks you can use rhinestones to seal the center.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LTiBkXyyI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/JKJXI2ts-Ds/s1600-h/IMG_2029.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 273px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6LTiBkXyyI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/JKJXI2ts-Ds/s320/IMG_2029.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450151080561724194" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Favors</span></span><br /><ul><li>Brown or tan fabric </li><li>Brown or tan thread </li><li>Embroidery thread </li><li>Tags </li><li>Marker or printer </li><li>Chocolate coins</li></ul>You can use any type of scrap fabric for this. I found a piece of tan felt in the remnant bin for $1. Cut the fabric into 4x5 rectangles. <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Lde_AU_6I/AAAAAAAAAJw/xXYQBNbqMSk/s1600-h/IMG_2023.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 234px; height: 156px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6Lde_AU_6I/AAAAAAAAAJw/xXYQBNbqMSk/s320/IMG_2023.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450162023450345378" border="0" /></a>Place two rectangles, right sides together and stitch on three sides with a ¼ inch seam, leaving a 4 inch edge open. You can round the bottom if you choose. Trim corners and turn right side out. <span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HCasu_rpI/AAAAAAAAAIA/h0pTm6lHcvc/s1600-h/IMG_2022.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 167px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HCasu_rpI/AAAAAAAAAIA/h0pTm6lHcvc/s320/IMG_2022.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449850788035669650" border="0" /></a></span>Using a large craft needle, weave a 10 inch length of embroidery thread in and out 1/3 of the way down the bag to make a draw string. Fill bag with chocolate coins, we used 5, that being the birthday boy’s age and all. I borrowed a friend’s cri-cut machine to make the tags and hand wrote Thank You on one side and Farthings on the other.<span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HGPeWTyzI/AAAAAAAAAIY/PRgPQEGs2Jo/s1600-h/IMG_2033.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 225px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HGPeWTyzI/AAAAAAAAAIY/PRgPQEGs2Jo/s320/IMG_2033.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449854993241983794" border="0" /></a></span> I wish I would have used my computer to print them with a nice calligraphy or Old English style writing and then cut tags. My handwriting is terrible. Either way, attach a farthing/thank you tag to each bag and tie a bow.<br /><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HCbdHlwtI/AAAAAAAAAII/PQHp2kWd2W4/s1600-h/IMG_2200.JPG"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 205px; height: 136px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HCbdHlwtI/AAAAAAAAAII/PQHp2kWd2W4/s320/IMG_2200.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449850801023730386" border="0" /></a></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6HCbdHlwtI/AAAAAAAAAII/PQHp2kWd2W4/s1600-h/IMG_2200.JPG"><br /></a></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="georgia"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="georgia"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="georgia"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="georgia"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="georgia"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" face="georgia"><br /></p><p style="text-align: center;font-family:georgia;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >Games</span><br /></p><ul><li>Shuttlecocks</li><li>Badminton rackets</li><li>Bows and Arrows (optional)</li></ul>Since most of the kids at this party were fairly young I ruled out having an archery tournament or organized badminton game. Although that would have been fun, I kept seeing them whacking each other with rackets, or someone walking in front of the target and thought it best to avoid those scenarios. <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6J7vHMZWYI/AAAAAAAAAI4/jfoRUjfURY8/s1600-h/IMG_2268.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S6J7vHMZWYI/AAAAAAAAAI4/jfoRUjfURY8/s320/IMG_2268.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450054548386830722" border="0" /></a>Instead we laid down a hula-hoop (a basket would work too) and had the kids try hitting shuttlecocks with rackets into the hoop. While this proved to be more difficult than I thought (not one kid, with six tries each, made it in), it was fun to watch. We marked the driveway with sidewalk chalk and drew lines every two feet and then labeled them 1-10. Each child found their age on the number line and shot form there. 2 feet per year of age for the child evened the paying field a bit, with 5-year-olds being 10 feet away, 6-year-olds being 12 and so on. If you do this for older kids, you could definitely set up an archery area (suction arrows or real, depending on your preference and home owners insurance), play badminton or play a game of tag where the “Honorable Sheriff of Nottingham” has to capture citizens for tax evasion and throw them in jail.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Cake</span><br /></div>Now, that is another blog entirely… stay tuned!Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-48357370597739115322010-03-13T22:15:00.001-08:002010-03-13T22:15:56.577-08:00DSL8/52<br /><br />Some of you may have been wondering where my latest blog post is. The long and short of it is that it's done (minus some formatting) but I can't post it. "Why, pray tell, is this?" you might be wondering. You know you think in old English. Because, despite living in the middle of a large city, we cannot get DSL Internet. Ok, we can get it, if we sign up for Comcast DSL and cable for $80 per month and a contract. Not happening. Or HughesNet for $60/month plus $300 in equipment. Nice try. Verizon doesn't serve our area, ironically they serve Sanger and AT&T, for some unknown reason, can provide phone service, but not DSL. Supposedly I'm too far from the something or other. I'm still suspicious about that since neighbors a few blocks to the north and east of us can get it. I wonder if everyone in my neighborhood bugged them enough if they would get their act together. Hmmm.... sounds like I need to make up a "Call to Action" flyer. Or maybe I'll just call Mayor Swearengin's office to beg the to pass the all-city Wi-Fi plan. My head hurts.<br /><br />Until this point we have been able to use the network at the school 2 doors down. And although it was spotty but generally reliable, it is now nearly non-existent. Maybe they wised up to the fact that if they didn't pass code it, people were going to use it. In any case, this problem has prevented me from posting my blog about how to do a Robin Hood themed birthday party because all the pictures are on the computer. Sigh. <br /><br />There is a light at the end of then tunnel though, I hope. We just signed up for Cricket's 3G wireless network. I'm a little concerned with the speed, but at this point. I'll take what I can get. So, for now, I'll have to be content to blog with my thumbs, wait for Fed-ex to deliver our wireless card and be thankful I have such an amazing phone.<br /><br />Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-30622341829071230542010-02-28T13:58:00.000-08:002010-03-18T09:21:51.737-07:00Grandma Nancy7/52<br /><br />Five years ago this weekend my grandma, Nancy, passed away. Even though I only saw her once or twice a year, I still miss her very much. So, this weekend I decided to take a trip down memory lane and remember all the things that made her so wonderful to me.<br /><br />Grandma was a product of the generation that survived and thrived on their thriftiness and determination. In her frugality, she almost never threw anything out. For my bridal shower she wrapped my gift in wrapping paper she saved from my parents wedding shower 21 years earlier. In an effort to try and save money she would dry her clothes on the line rather than use her dryer, even in the winter. We all laughed when she seemed offended that the night air had dared to freeze her load of towels. Ironically, her outdoor freezer was her most prized possession. She believed hat freezing food gave it a shelf life of forever and that in turn saved her more money. She once froze left overs from Sonic and a near empty bag of Doritos for my cousins and brought it back out when they returned for a visit, 6 months later. "Waste not, want not" was her mantra. We once caught her eating moldy cheese, because it was perfectly good in her opinion and we often joke that it was that cheese and the rusted Slim-fast cans (which she was content to wipe "clean") that did her in.<br /><br />I have fond memories of all of us sitting around playing cards; her, with her special egg nog, smirking over her cards and giving my dad knowing glances across the table as they tried to cheat. Even her chiding us for putting our hands on the walls or elbows on the table is sweet now. Not only did hands and elbows have proper places, but so did most everything else. She hung and shook her head at me when I said that the toilet paper went over the roll... or was that under. We even dubbed her the "Camp Nazi" after we had a camping trip to celebrate her birthday. She was ordering everyone around and remarking on everything from how to properly sweep a campsite to how much homemade Kahlua should be added to her coffee. She took to her nickname quite well. And even though she was a tough, no nonsense woman she was still brought to tears as she looked at all her grandchildren around the campfire and thanked us for such a wonderful birthday gift.<br /><br />In many ways I am like her. Although I am way too practical for white carpet, I love architecture and one day hope to design and build my dream home, like she did. I have an affinity for black and white. I'm stubborn and I'm pretty strict when it comes to making my kids clean their plates. and I don't mind it at all when my parents jokingly refer to me as Nancy, after all she was beloved by her family.<br /><br />I still get sad to think she missed the birth of her first great grandchild by 9 days. I had been pretty sure that as we drove away from her house that last Christmas and I watched her standing by her mailbox in the rear view mirror, that it would be the last time I saw her. I held out hope that she would make it till my due date and even though Levi showed up 5 weeks early, it wasn't soon enough for her. Five years later there are 6 great-grandchildren and one more on the way, and she won't meet any of them. But we will tell them all about her. How she made the best canned apricots, always had a jar of Maraschino cherries in the fridge, put shredded carrots in her Jell-o, wore a sea foam green, chiffon, toga dress to my wedding, gave her dog a queen sized bed, and loved all things Chinese. We'll tell them about our summers on the lake, boating and sea-dooing and the conflicts over running the AC when the low was in the 90's, about the glitter in the popcorn ceilings, the times she realized she should stick to giving us kids cash instead of clothes (I got a fabulous cat sweatshirt, complete with glittered whiskers, when I was 14) and the dollar bill she would send each of us on every holiday. These memories and so many others will continue to keep her alive in our hearts.<br /><br />Love and miss you Grandma!<br /><br /><br />Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-10292307564825365042010-02-21T15:00:00.000-08:002010-02-21T15:58:33.251-08:00Hair Today, Gone Tomorrow6/52<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G8Ut34kRI/AAAAAAAAAA4/fejgGD3qLiY/s320/IMG_1870.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440836888937664786" border="0" /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">1 week prior to the cut</span></span> </div><br />After the birth I my oldest, Levi, I lost so much hair that I freaked out. Both my hairdresser and doctor reassured me that the hormonal changes I was experiencing, causing my hair loss, were quite normal. However, because of my post-pregnancy gall stone, it was almost impossible to eat anything for a while, and it only made matters worse. Within a few months you could see my scalp two inches back from my hairline when I put my hair up. This made my beloved, utilitarian ponytail embarrassing and having my long hair down all the time with an infant just wasn't practical. So, I cut it short, donated my long braid and hoped the new growth I was seeing would catch up faster that way. This time around I had hoped that being healthy and able to eat after Autumn was born would be enough to stave of the shedding. Alas, my hopes were dashed.<br /><br />I don't know if there was a final straw when it came to cutting my hair this time. Maybe it was how many strands I was pulling out of my kids clean clothes. I began to worry I would have to rush one of them to the ER after inadvertently creating a hair tourniquet and amputating a finger or worse, a penis (you laugh, but I've heard of it happening...poor boy). Or maybe it was how much time I spent pulling hair off my hands while washing it. It literally was coming out in hand fulls. I finally started keeping a brush in the shower to collect it all and you couldn't even see he base of the tynes when I was done, even though I cleaned it out every time. I tried really hard to keep what the brush didn't get from going down the drain, using the walls as a canvas for my hair. It actually helped pull the strands off my fingers and it doubled as a tile scrub when I gathered them together at the end of my shower. Despite my efforts, though, my shower is gathering water in the bottom. And I'm now suspicious that my hair is also behind the two days it is taking the downstairs bathtub to drain and the water sitting in the bottom of my dishwasher. I'm pretty sure they collectively drain to one pipe somewhere. Maybe it was the strand that floated off my head and clung to the side of a pot on the stove, which, of course, scorched as soon as the flame from the burner was lit. I mildly panicked, until I was sure it wasn't trailing back up to the rest on my head. And even though I have an obscene amount of hair, my hair line is receding again. Besides, Autumn has a death grip. So, off with my hair.<br /><br />My hairdresser is great. I've been going to Wade since I was 16 and this is the third time I've had him cut off this length of hair, or more. And it probably won't be the last. I think my cumulative total is around 45 inches now. My hair grows super fast. The first two times I donated it to Locks of Love but this time I'm going to try something different. A friend told me about www.thehairtrader.com (thanks Mel!), a website where you can list your hair for sale. I've been told all my life people pay good money for hair like mine and while I think they meant they pay a lot of money to make their hair look like mine (thank you 1980's perm popularity), now people might actually pay good money FOR my hair. So, I'm going to list it for the month and see what happens. If it doesn't sell in a month, I'll donate it again. But if it does sell, the proceeds will go toward paying off the laser hair removal I'm having done on my bikini line. I thought it fitting and ironic that the blessing/curse of having tons of hair should help pay for removing what I don't want. You can check out my listing at <a href="http://thehairtrader.com/activatelisting.asp?hash=8f308d8ce183c041552f33a621db6b13">here</a>.<br /><br />It's weird to think of my hair being implanted onto someone else's head or made into a wig, but I have plenty to share, even after loosing nearly half my volume. And it will grow back, eventually. And eventually I'll vacuum all the hair out of our rug, stop finding it in my food, and maybe I'll even get my drain unclogged. Until then my husband can enjoy 24 hour access to the back of my neck (ok, I will too) and I'll enjoy the longevity of the Costco-sized shampoo and conditioner I just bought. Going from 1/4 cup to 1 tsp of conditioner is going to save me so much money! Hope you all enjoy the pictures from the cut yesterday.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G8mL5QaAI/AAAAAAAAABA/py2-Z8Dfzew/s1600-h/IMG_1882.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G8mL5QaAI/AAAAAAAAABA/py2-Z8Dfzew/s320/IMG_1882.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440837189054261250" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Wade giving my hair one last wash</span> </span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G8_yFd06I/AAAAAAAAABI/TbIdgwicCZU/s1600-h/IMG_1890.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G8_yFd06I/AAAAAAAAABI/TbIdgwicCZU/s320/IMG_1890.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440837628802749346" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">There it is, coming out in the comb</span></span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G96-YLkUI/AAAAAAAAABQ/jhXSIsWJdhI/s1600-h/IMG_1893.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G96-YLkUI/AAAAAAAAABQ/jhXSIsWJdhI/s320/IMG_1893.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440838645714751810" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Here we go!</span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G97Rc1cLI/AAAAAAAAABY/Xpjl0Zi36ss/s1600-h/IMG_1902.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G97Rc1cLI/AAAAAAAAABY/Xpjl0Zi36ss/s320/IMG_1902.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440838650834546866" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Four ponytails!</span></span><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G98Ok2clI/AAAAAAAAABw/ZWYOmKUWmCM/s1600-h/IMG_1948.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G98Ok2clI/AAAAAAAAABw/ZWYOmKUWmCM/s320/IMG_1948.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440838667242730066" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Wade begins sculpting</span> </span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G97kl68EI/AAAAAAAAABg/km4rRhjwlNE/s1600-h/IMG_1904.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G97kl68EI/AAAAAAAAABg/km4rRhjwlNE/s320/IMG_1904.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440838655972929602" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Autumn came along for the ride</span> </span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G-g-mUs0I/AAAAAAAAACI/ACHVug3vAro/s1600-h/IMG_1957.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G-g-mUs0I/AAAAAAAAACI/ACHVug3vAro/s320/IMG_1957.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440839298609099586" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">9-16 inches!!</span></span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G-gp5xu0I/AAAAAAAAACA/OTziejJnNiU/s1600-h/IMG_1951.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G-gp5xu0I/AAAAAAAAACA/OTziejJnNiU/s320/IMG_1951.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440839293053549378" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Thanks Wade!</span> </span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G-f2tKvoI/AAAAAAAAAB4/iBunhIrpV9s/s1600-h/IMG_1952.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4G-f2tKvoI/AAAAAAAAAB4/iBunhIrpV9s/s320/IMG_1952.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440839279310454402" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">See ya later!<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4HHixGF1CI/AAAAAAAAACQ/feacoFfJ_eg/s1600-h/IMG_1961.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_TiP8iha5Yas/S4HHixGF1CI/AAAAAAAAACQ/feacoFfJ_eg/s320/IMG_1961.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440849224948634658" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">The new me</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br /></span></span></div>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-86760451331885768042010-02-17T16:10:00.001-08:002010-02-17T17:20:18.164-08:00What kind of Jesus?5/52<br /><br />This past week has come and gone with out a blog post and I had to realize that I would come up with a million reasons why I didn't get to it; poor Internet connection, too many appointments, went to bed early, the Olympics began (I'm sure to have a post about them), blah, blah, blah. So, I've picked something that has been rattling around in the recesses of my brain for the past week or so. I call it "What kind of Jesus".<br /><br />A couple of weeks ago I was in my Wednesday night book study at church and our leader said that everyone has a different picture of Jesus in their minds. When he pictures Jesus he sees Him picking up a child into his arms and giving a bear hug. And knowing what little I do of his childhood it's not surprising. Immediately after he made his statement, I began daydreaming and pondering how I and others view Jesus and what that says about my or their relationship with Him. I missed what happened the next ten minutes in our class, but I had a better understanding of who Jesus is to me. <br /><br />I assume Mel Gibson pictures Him on the cross, revering his savior whose passion for the world lead him to self sacrifice. I think my dad would see him as the father running to his prodigal son, relishing in the offering of unconditional love, forgiveness and second chances. I wonder if Billy Graham sees him preaching on a hillside, awed by the droves of people coming to Him. Who is Jesus to you? How do you envision Him? I see Jesus walking on sea. The God of the impossible, calling me to get out of the boat. And I, like Peter, want desperately to experience the thrill of walking on the water. And, like Peter, I often get distracted by the waves around me, but I'm ok with that. I'm human, after all, and He is still right there to steady me or grab me before I go under. I've seen him perform miracles, equivalent to hydroplaning, time and time again. And I anticipate there will be many more in my future. I pray that each time I hear Him call my name that I will not hesitate to swing my legs overboard. I hope that eventually I'll kick the habit of panicking in the midst of what He is doing. But even if I freak out everytime until the day that I die, I'd rather be a wet, believing Peter than a dry and doubting Thomas anyday. <br /><br />- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><br /><br />Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-83086828172316875292010-02-03T16:41:00.002-08:002010-02-03T18:23:56.255-08:00Mila Hope4/52<br /><br />February 3, 2006<br />2:30 AM<br />Ontario, CA<br /><br />An ambulance arrives at San Antonio Community Hospital. Inside are two children. One, a 13 year old girl, the other is the 1 lb. 10 oz., 13 inch baby she just gave birth to. When the ambulance arrived at the young girl’s home, minutes earlier, she told them she didn’t even know she was pregnant until her water broke in the shower. The baby girl was not breathing, her eyelids still fused. The Neonatal Intensive Care Unit would have their work cut out for them.<br /><br />Four years ago today this is how my oldest daughter entered the world. What do you call it when a child survives a beginning like this? When they survive a grade 4 (of 4) brain hemorrhage, blood transfusions, seizures, bleeding in the retinas, a MRSA infection, Respiratory Distress Syndrome, 53 days on a ventilator, feeding tube, 144 days in the NICU, 1 ½ years in a nursing facility, 8 months in a temporary foster home, leg braces and eye surgery? I call it a Miracle. And that is exactly what her name means; Mila, from the Spanish, milagro. Her past is a miracle and her future has a hope. Mila Hope Grunau has beaten the odds and turns 4 years old today. <br /><br />Even at four she bears the physical, mental and emotional scars from this traumatic start. She looks like she is two, and acts about the same. She has made huge strides in the year and a half she has been with us. When we got her at 2 ½ she could barely walk, had 2 words and depended on formula for most of her nutrition. Now, you’ll find her racing around the house in her braces and launching herself onto the couch, singing her favorite songs, and scarfing down a bowl of cereal or plate of pancakes all by herself (although she is wearing a good portion of it). We are making progress!! Its hard to say if we are making up any ground at this time, and while that frustrates me on a day to day basis, I occasionally have to step back and remember where we have been. In 2 weeks Mila will have been with us longer than she was with anyone else and I hope that it will be some sort of tipping point for her, that as our work and love becomes the most steadfast thing in her life, she, in turn, will be more stable in and of herself.<br /><br />Of course, even this year with us hasn’t been the most steady. We’ve moved twice, she is at her second school and she has a new baby sister. While it’s safe to say we are settled in our new school, home and enjoying baby Autumn, I can’t help but wonder if she is still anticipating another major change. It’s hard to know what are realistic expectations for her at this point, considering all she’s been through. And while I have specific goals for her, (I am a long term planner, big picture person) I have to stop myself and remember what is REALLY important. I have to remember that if she isn’t mainstreamed by 1st grade, it’s ok. If she doesn’t exit Special Education by junior high, it will be all right. If she never passes the California High School Exit Exam, we’ll live. Even if she grows up and doesn't appreciate all that we have done for her, as long as she knows one truth, everything on this long and tiresome journey will be worthwhile. As long as she remembers…<br /><br />Jesus loves her, and this she knows <br />For the Bible tells her so<br />Little ones to him belong<br />She is weak but He is strong<br />Yes, Jesus loves her<br />Yes, Jesus loves her<br />Yes, Jesus loves her<br />The Bible tells her so<br /><br />That’s what REALLY matters.<br /><br />Happy Birthday Mila Hope!<br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzomt8ZZ7EOdUwBSdKnsCSEieeh3vHbkMjfsdx_SzjWDV1Hfd4QrgDD8qb6kcwOsdbDHeCnxYEDOvgs1qFCbQ' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-18543677538388358162010-01-29T20:34:00.000-08:002010-01-29T21:21:47.382-08:00Baked Potato Soup3/52<br /><br />Well, I started a post this week about women and our self image. But I had so much to say and it needs too much revision to post it now. It will be my work in progress. So, the recipe I developed for Monday night's dinner will have to do for this week. <br /><br />Disclaimer: I am a very spontaneous cook. I read cook books for fun, but I only follow recipes if A) I have all of the ingredients B) everyone in my family likes all the ingredients C) If I have time and D) If I feel like it (you can guess how often that happens). I guesstimate measurements and season to taste regularly. So, if you are brave enough to try any recipes I post here, just remember that they are totally flexible and the measurements I list are only estimates. Just make it your own...dawg.<br /><br /><br />Baked Potato Soup<br /><br />1 lb bacon<br />1/2 cup onion, chopped<br />5 Large bakers potatoes<br />2 cans chicken broth<br />2 cups shredded cheddar cheese, plus more for garnish <br />1 package frozen corn (optional)<br />milk<br />sour cream<br />chives<br /><br />Cut bacon crosswise into 1/2 wide pieces. In a large pot, cook bacon over medium heat until crisp, remove bacon. Drain all but 2 Tbsp. grease. Add onion to pan and saute till very soft, 5-10 min., scraping up the brown bits. Wash and scrub the potatoes, set one aside. Peel and thinly slice (I use a mandolin) 4 potatoes. Add sliced potatoes, broth and 2 broth cans of water to the pot. Cover and simmer 10-15 minutes until potatoes break apart easily with a fork. Meanwhile, dice remaining potato into 1/2 inch cubes, leaving skin on. When potatoes are done simmering, transfer soup to a blender or food processor in batches and blend until smooth or use an immersion blender to puree the potatoes and onion in the pot (My favorite, fewer dishes). Return the soup to a simmer, add cheese and corn. Stir until cheese is melted, add cubed potato. Simmer another 15 minutes, until potato cubes are easily pierced with a fork. Add milk to thin to desired consistency. Serve with bacon, shredded cheese, sour cream and chives as garnishes. <br /><br />This soup is great on a cold, winter day! Enjoy!<br />If you have any suggestions for this recipe, let me know.Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-5295270304436163202010-01-19T12:09:00.001-08:002010-01-25T16:00:23.496-08:00Yes, my child is the reason they closed the play area at Chik-fil-A today<meta name="Title" content=""> <meta name="Keywords" content=""> <meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"> <meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"> <meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"> <meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"> <link rel="File-List" href="file://localhost/Users/grucrew/Library/Caches/TemporaryItems/msoclip1/01/clip_filelist.xml"> <!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <o:documentproperties> <o:template>Normal</o:Template> <o:revision>0</o:Revision> <o:totaltime>0</o:TotalTime> <o:pages>1</o:Pages> <o:words>1916</o:Words> <o:characters>10923</o:Characters> <o:lines>91</o:Lines> <o:paragraphs>21</o:Paragraphs> <o:characterswithspaces>13414</o:CharactersWithSpaces> <o:version>11.1282</o:Version> </o:DocumentProperties> <o:officedocumentsettings> <o:allowpng/> </o:OfficeDocumentSettings> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:donotshowrevisions/> <w:donotprintrevisions/> <w:displayhorizontaldrawinggridevery>0</w:DisplayHorizontalDrawingGridEvery> <w:displayverticaldrawinggridevery>0</w:DisplayVerticalDrawingGridEvery> <w:usemarginsfordrawinggridorigin/> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--> <style> <!-- /* Font Definitions */ @font-face {font-family:"Times New Roman"; panose-1:0 2 2 6 3 5 4 5 2 3; mso-font-charset:0; mso-generic-font-family:auto; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:50331648 0 0 0 1 0;} /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0in; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman";} table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-parent:""; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman";} @page Section1 {size:8.5in 11.0in; margin:1.0in 1.25in 1.0in 1.25in; mso-header-margin:.5in; mso-footer-margin:.5in; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style> <!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">Here is the one that started it all. The day motherhood drove me to writing. I know it's long, but as my friends who have read it can attest, it's worth the read. Enjoy!</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">
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<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">This tale is not for the squeamish, faint of heart or germaphobes. It may prevent anyone with children in diapers from trying to potty train, or anyone without children from ever having them. If you find yourself gasping out loud or gagging, just be thankful it was me and not you. If you find yourself laughing or reminiscing, then may I count you among the tried and true parents who will take pity on my ever-loving soul?<span style=""> </span>This is the wretched story of why Chik-fil-A closed the play area this afternoon and why all the parents who go there this afternoon and have children wailing and bemoaning their lack of playtime fun, will curse the name of the parent who’s child caused such grief.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">As many of you may have read on my Facebook status yesterday, I was ready to throw in the towel, when it came to parenting. It just seemed to be one thing after another. Two of these incidents were inconvenient potty accidents (is there really ever a convenient time for a child to have an accident?) that just frustrated me to no end amongst a list of back-to-back errands, snacks to make and naps to take. I was overwhelmed and exhausted from the time I woke up. So, today I roused with a renewed sense of purpose. I will rejoice and be glad in it. I quoted Nichole Nordeman on my Facebook status, “Your mercies are new every morning, so let me wake with the dawn. And when the music is through, or so it seems to be, let me sing a new song, old things gone.” It would be my mantra for today. I would sing it silently in my head, quietly under my breath or scream it at the top of my lungs with the van windows rolled up, if need be. I was going to have a good day, period. And it started out that way. </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">There were no major fights or screaming matches between my children giving me cause to race downstairs and separate the two. Breakfast was uneventful, peaceful in fact. Mila told me she had to go potty and promptly pooped when I put her on. Even the little piece that fell on the floor, as I put her on the seat didn’t bother me. She had told me, after all, and I didn’t have to change her underwear. I could handle a little poop on the floor. Levi’s favorite shirt was clean and he didn’t protest getting dressed. Mila didn’t struggle or run away when it was time to stretch her feet and put on her braces, rather, she and Levi happily counted to ten for each stretch. <i>Man, I’m on today</i><span style="font-style: normal;">. Mila again said she had to go potty and went fairly quickly after I seated on her throne. </span><i>I might actually have a chance of keeping her dry all day! </i><span style="font-style: normal;">We made it to occupational therapy on time, Mila did all her exercises without protest and Levi was content to play with his racecar and give me the play-by-play. Now was the true test, shopping. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style=""> </span>We made it to Michael’s safe and dry. As we shopped, the kids didn’t fight, pull each other’s hair, or threaten to bite. <i>Not bad</i><span style="font-style: normal;">. “Potty” she said. My heart jumped. Could I make it across the store in time? If I did, would she actually go? Or would I find myself sitting on the floor of a public restroom trying to keep her on the seat and begging her to go. </span><i>Go.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> We maneuvered our cart around boxes and end caps of Halloween and Christmas décor. </span><i>Christmas? In September? Really? </i><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style=""> </span></span><i>Whatever</i><span style="font-style: normal;">. I hoisted one in each arm, pinning them to the their soon to arrive sibling, out of the cart and ushered them into the bathroom. She was dry! She wasn’t fighting to get off but she wasn’t going either. </span><i>Patience.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> “ ‘Old McDonald had a….. farm!’ That’s right!<span style=""> </span>‘E-I-E-I-O!’” We sang through the verses as customer after customer came and went in the stall next to us. </span><i>Wait…could it be? Is it? It is!</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> “Yay, Mila! Good girl going poo-poo on the potty!” I triumphantly went back to shopping and ignored Mila’s subsequent attempts to get out of the cart by claiming “potty”. As we left the store, a sigh of relief swept through my body.<span style=""> </span>The shopping had been a bust, but we were on a potty roll! <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">Jo-Ann’s was next. Mila continued to ask to go potty. <i>She is due to pee…. what do I do? I’ll kick myself if she has an accident. </i><span style="font-style: normal;">Here we go again. Of course this time, the large stall was in use so I crammed the three of us into a tiny stall and we went through the routine again. “Old McDonald…”. No luck. </span><i>Crap.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> Sigh. </span><i>This is just part of the deal</i><span style="font-style: normal;">. </span><i>Oh well, at least she is dry!</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> The shopping was a bust again, but I had found a $20 in my pocket and after having such a great morning with the kids I was feeling generous and hungry. Chik-fil-A was close and before Levi resorted to crying and carrying on about the cow, I announced we were going out for lunch. We, amazingly, had a pleasant lunch. They ate all their food with minimal prompting. No crying, spitting, or throwing of food. Success. They had definitely earned some time in the play area. How quickly I had forgotten Mila still had to pee. We weren’t in there more than 5 minutes when Mila gave me that look and stood awkwardly. I saw a drop pee hit the ground between her braced feet. </span><i>NOOOOO! Dang it</i><span style="font-style: normal;">! I scooped our two drinks and her backpack up, grabbed her by the hand and ordered Levi to come. We made it to the far side of the restaurant with out any more dripping, that I could tell. Both stalls were in use. But there was a changing station. When opened though, it would block the person in one stall from leaving. </span><i>Do I risk it? How fast can I do this? Go. </i><span style="font-style: normal;">I lifted her up and as fast as I could stripped off her shorts, plastic cover, and WET chonies</span><i>. At least she got it all out of her system.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> The door to the stall opened. “Sorry!” I apologized. Thankfully, it was one of the employees. I say “thankfully” because Chik-fil-A has some of the most polite, genuine employees. She patiently waited in her bathroom prison while I donned dry chonies, plastics. On the bright side, Mila had managed to keep her shorts dry through the ordeal and I was able to re-use them. The employee and another patron again patiently waited as I gathered our things and managed to wash our hands before heading back to the play area. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><span style=""> </span>As I rested my aching back and 34 week prego-belly on the bench in the playroom, I exhaled. Relief. My kids were playing nicely. Mila was scampering up and the steps and down the slide all on her own. I don’t know that Levi ever found the slide, silly boy. As I continued to watch Mila come down the chute, head first, feet first, and sideways I thought about how far she had come, barely walking when we got her a year ago. My daydream was interrupted when Levi announced, “She’s poopy”. I doubted it. He often accuses her of such behavior and rarely is it true. She came down the slide again and as she turned to her belly and lowered her feet to the ground, I saw it, something brown on her shorts. <i>Is that ketchup? She was wearing those shorts at lunch. Maybe she sat in some in the highchair and I just didn’t notice it until now.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> I moved in. Looking in the leg of her shorts, I was horrified to find her baggy, gaping chonies full of brown, stanky, mush. I looked to the slide. Was that a streak of poop? Maybe it was a rubber mark from some kid’s shoes? I didn’t go any closer. I knew what it was. I frantically grabbed our things and headed for the registers. I humbly apologized to the employee for my daughter and myself. I did not envy the person who would draw the short end of the stick and be stuck sanitizing the play structure. Nor would anyone, who would see me in the parking lot in the next 10 minutes, envy my job. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">Thankfully, I had a primo parking spot right outside the door and there would be no traipsing across the asphalt dragging a clumsy, poopy girl or a protesting boy to the van. <i>3 times in one day? Is that really necessary?</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> Mila was in no mood to stand still or stand, period, by this point. And I soon realized that laying her down wouldn’t work either. Poop was already falling out and onto the carpet. Why are cars carpeted anyway? have you ever seen car carpet without stains? It seems something wipe-able would be more practical. But I’ll take that up with the Big Four another time. So, with one hand I held her up under her arm and kept her from falling to the floor as best I could. I leaned my head against the front seat to balance myself and with the other hand I removed her shoes, braces and socks. All while trying to keep the debris field to a minimum. I looked up to see a mother and two boys leaving. I felt horrible, I knew they hadn’t been able to play after their lunch. I reached for the wipes in her bag. </span><i>Do I have enough? How many times did she go down the slide after she pooped, it’s everywhere? What did she eat? </i><span style="font-style: normal;">Raisin Bran. Blast that raisin bran she loves so much.<span style=""> </span>The flakes were everywhere. Wipe 1, full. Wipe 2, for the car seat she kept leaning on. Wipe 3, for the carpet. Wipe 4, the back of one leg. Wipe 5, the back of the other. Wipe 6, her back. Wipe 7, there is no wipe 7. And the flakes weren’t cooperating. Re-use wipes 2-4. </span><i>Crap, what do I do now?</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> “Levi, can I have your cup of water, please?” I didn’t even bother to remove the ice. I didn’t really care at that point. I’m sure the man whose car door I was blocking thought I was being cruel. I just smiled and shut the front door so he could leave. Bringing her brown, buck naked body down to the ground and still holding her by one arm I began to wash her off amidst protest. There was now a puddle of water and poop in the parking lot, but still there was more. </span><i>How about a piece of random tissue paper lying on the floorboards?</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> Sounded good to me, still not enough. </span><i>Anything else lying around here?</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> Not much, as my husband keeps our cars pretty clean. </span><i>Oh look, a sock, that’ll work… I think that does it.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> I looked at my hands, I didn’t have to bring them up to my nose to smell the aftermath. What do I do now? I have no wipes, no hand sanitizer and the kids are buckled in their seats. Now I know what all the people who don’t have children or haven’t been parents very long enough are thinking, “Surely, she wouldn’t leave them to wash her hands.” and all my sistas in the back holla, “Hell yes, she would!”. I said, “I’ll be right back” and locked them in the van. I hoped the CA highway patrol officer who had eaten lunch in the restaurant was long gone by now.<span style=""> </span>So sue me. I hung my head on the way out when I saw the notice posted on the playroom door. I just wanted to get home. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">Home. The ride home was uneventful. But now I had the unpleasant task of washing out the pile of poopiness laying in the back seat.<i> </i><span style="font-style: normal;">I knew there was a pile of wet and or dirty chonies sitting in the utility sink in the garage. Yes, we just throw them in there until there is enough for a full load. At least now I could get a load done before the end of the day and be restocked. As I rummaged through the sink, separating grocery bags from the malodorous undergarments and the soiled clothes they contained, what did I find? Not one, but TWO pairs of underwear with poop still inside! </span><i>Are you kidding me? How long has this been in here?<span style=""> </span>Who left the poop IN the chonies? For the love of all that is holy, is it too hard to at least shake the poop into the toilet before bagging the underwear!?!?!? </i><span style="font-style: normal;">Not that it really mattered at this point, I just needed to get the washer going and get the kids down for a nap. After using several of the, now empty, bags like a glove to scrape the chonies clean and rinsing what remained down the sink, I was finally able to close the door to the garage the entire experience for that matter. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;">I returned inside to find the kids watching The Cat in the Hat, and Mila still dry. I took her potty only to have her squirm off the seat. I promptly put her in a diaper in preparation for naptime. After hustling the man-child upstairs and getting him settled in, I came back and tried to take her potty one more time. Wet. <i>Are you freakin’ kidding me!!!!</i><span style="font-style: normal;"> I scolded her for not going when I took her and not telling me she had to go. I thought about spanking her for willful disobedience, but I just sat there defeated. </span><i>Let's try this again.</i><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style=""> </span>Diaper number two went on and she went down for a nap. And I sat down to vent on paper. And it has been cathartic, I think. Because even when Charlie Gibson closed the news with his usual “Good night, and I hope you had a good day.” I thought, </span><i>Today wasn’t THAT bad. I felt much worse yesterday and I didn’t even have a pooptastrophy. </i><span style="font-style: normal;">Whether it was starting with the right attitude or a therapeutic mind dump onto the page, I survived today. I survived when Mila woke up wet from her nap and I survived when I couldn’t get her out of the high chair and to the potty fast enough at dinnertime because I stepped, barefoot, into the pile of rice she dropped on the floor, as pee streamed off the chair. I survived when she stood up in the bathtub tonight and said she had to go potty while simultaneously peeing into the bubble bath she was sharing with her brother, minutes after sitting on the toilet. I will survive the unseen number of accidents yet to come while I potty train her and this next baby. Why? Because “His mercies are new every morning, and I will wake with the dawn. And when the music is through, or so it seems to be, I will sing a new song, old things gone. Everyday is new, He makes all His mercies new. “</span><i><o:p></o:p></i></p> <!--EndFragment--> Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2851355782947120744.post-25806433477553320582010-01-16T23:36:00.000-08:002010-01-19T19:42:46.389-08:00New Year's Resolution1/52<br /><br />This New Year's Eve was a little different for me. Not sure exactly why, maybe its because I'm getting to the age or stage in life when I'm not taking as many risks or challenges as I used to. Or maybe I'm scared I'll stop taking them altogether if I'm not intentional about it. After all, I have 3 young kids under the age of 5. It's pretty easy to get wrapped up in taking care of them and neglect my passions. And having a newborn makes it more difficult, nursing every three hours really limits how much I can do outside of the house. So, as I pondered this stage in my life on December 31, 2009 I settled on a New Year's resolution. Thanks in part to the recent film Julie & Julia and a note I posted on Facebook a few months back, I decided to create a blog and write something once a week. As you can tell, I'm already behind. Maybe not procrastinating should have been my resolution...hmmmm. Anyway, I'll try and catch up.<br /><br />This blog is going to be a bit of a hodgepodge. I'll touch on whatever I'm experiencing, contemplating, or find amusing. Mostly, I'll just be pouring out my thoughts as a therapeutic mind dump. I already have a couple topics I've been mulling over for a while. Of course, I'll take suggestions too, if you care for my take on it. <br /><br />Writing has always been something I enjoy and I think I'm pretty good at. I love crafting words that can make people laugh, cry and/or give pause. But I didn't realized how cathartic (hence the name of the blog) writing can be for me until this past September after a horrific day in motherhood. I''ll be posting the story of that day in the near future (is that cheating if I use that as one of my make-up bogs?). Until then, God Bless.Launahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16927520187623722787noreply@blogger.com2